09-20-2020, 06:36 AM
Stage 2, Day 11
I'm feeling much better today after sleeping late for the past two days. One downside to Stage 2 for me is that my sleep doesn't seem to be as deep and restful as it was during Stage 1. I think that maybe it revs me up to the point that I have a hard time coming down. This past week, I pushed myself until I crashed. Keep in mind that I have a natural tendency to go all out when I set my mind to something, so the program isn't to blame. It's all in how I'm interpreting and executing the instructions. I'm pretty confident that this is something that will work itself out over time as I overcome some of my self-destructive tendencies.
I noticed something last week that I forgot to mention in my posts. One of my coworkers is probably the most negative person I've ever met. He used stop by my office regularly and gripe about one thing or another. He still does that with other people, but he mostly avoids me. At first, I thought I pissed him off (I usually shut his bullsh*t down). Then it clicked...DRS. I've known him for a long time. This is the fist that I've ever seen this change in behavior.
I'm feeling much better today after sleeping late for the past two days. One downside to Stage 2 for me is that my sleep doesn't seem to be as deep and restful as it was during Stage 1. I think that maybe it revs me up to the point that I have a hard time coming down. This past week, I pushed myself until I crashed. Keep in mind that I have a natural tendency to go all out when I set my mind to something, so the program isn't to blame. It's all in how I'm interpreting and executing the instructions. I'm pretty confident that this is something that will work itself out over time as I overcome some of my self-destructive tendencies.
I noticed something last week that I forgot to mention in my posts. One of my coworkers is probably the most negative person I've ever met. He used stop by my office regularly and gripe about one thing or another. He still does that with other people, but he mostly avoids me. At first, I thought I pissed him off (I usually shut his bullsh*t down). Then it clicked...DRS. I've known him for a long time. This is the fist that I've ever seen this change in behavior.
