09-04-2020, 03:39 AM
Anyhow here's the dream earlier.
It was already around 9pm past and almost 10 but I will have to meet some friends. I remember still being busy as well before I was able to jump into my car and finally went on. However as soon as I was driving I was caught up in a traffic as more and more people especially young adults and teens are walking on the middle of the road. They didn't move even though I was honking and in a hurry.
More and more crowds are in the middle of the street when I realized that the skies during the evening were pastel pink or violet. I didn't find it weird and I just wished I brought my camera with me. Also wished I have finally bought a new camer but this is not the time to be wanting of such luxuries. I see the youth taking selfies with the sky and there is also a street fair. It took me some time to get out of those streets. I shouldn't let such an event pass by so I went back home but traffic was so bad I didnt know how I manage to park.
From that time on I can't remember much. Until I saw outside the two superiors at the company I am working before. I was happy to meet them. I shared my recent story. How I got sick, and having a struggling business. I feel I am looking for their empathy and pity. In a way I feel the same as now. If I were to see old friends, I might probably be quite ashamed due to my current situation of my life.
I am a highly extrovert individual and funny too so that might prevail. I might say the best thingis that I'm still alive after all and I can still bounce back.
Before this dream earlier my mother told me that a cousin just caught the COVID19. I told her that it wasn't a big deal and when I got sick (which is worse than COVID19 in some way) they didn't bothrt to tell me to get well. Well talk about neediness and drama on my part. My mother then told me I should have told them about it which she has a point. I'll get sympathy get well soon replies on Facebook and what not.
It was already around 9pm past and almost 10 but I will have to meet some friends. I remember still being busy as well before I was able to jump into my car and finally went on. However as soon as I was driving I was caught up in a traffic as more and more people especially young adults and teens are walking on the middle of the road. They didn't move even though I was honking and in a hurry.
More and more crowds are in the middle of the street when I realized that the skies during the evening were pastel pink or violet. I didn't find it weird and I just wished I brought my camera with me. Also wished I have finally bought a new camer but this is not the time to be wanting of such luxuries. I see the youth taking selfies with the sky and there is also a street fair. It took me some time to get out of those streets. I shouldn't let such an event pass by so I went back home but traffic was so bad I didnt know how I manage to park.
From that time on I can't remember much. Until I saw outside the two superiors at the company I am working before. I was happy to meet them. I shared my recent story. How I got sick, and having a struggling business. I feel I am looking for their empathy and pity. In a way I feel the same as now. If I were to see old friends, I might probably be quite ashamed due to my current situation of my life.
I am a highly extrovert individual and funny too so that might prevail. I might say the best thingis that I'm still alive after all and I can still bounce back.
Before this dream earlier my mother told me that a cousin just caught the COVID19. I told her that it wasn't a big deal and when I got sick (which is worse than COVID19 in some way) they didn't bothrt to tell me to get well. Well talk about neediness and drama on my part. My mother then told me I should have told them about it which she has a point. I'll get sympathy get well soon replies on Facebook and what not.
