09-01-2020, 12:43 PM
Back to the original name!
So i'm at the end of the second 4 day cycle and entering my second two day break.
I'm monumentally tired - and i'm under a lot of pressure from work so i can't afford to be, but I'm carrying on regardless.
I've have several instances where arguments with my partner have dissappeared into anothing , which gave me a good sense that DRS was working. I've also randomly found my whole body heating up which feels like DRS working again. I've always suspected that i get a lot of negative energy directed at me from various sources and this seems to confirm it.
On the lack of energy, it's palpable. I remember in times of spiritual growth having this feeling, it goes through all my muscles like theres just no juice in them and i want to just lie down in a warm blanket and sleep. /things are slow at work, i want to be more productive but it's not happening. I'm being lazy and remaining in a kind of place of denial about the work i have to do. It ain pretty.
So i'm at the end of the second 4 day cycle and entering my second two day break.
I'm monumentally tired - and i'm under a lot of pressure from work so i can't afford to be, but I'm carrying on regardless.
I've have several instances where arguments with my partner have dissappeared into anothing , which gave me a good sense that DRS was working. I've also randomly found my whole body heating up which feels like DRS working again. I've always suspected that i get a lot of negative energy directed at me from various sources and this seems to confirm it.
On the lack of energy, it's palpable. I remember in times of spiritual growth having this feeling, it goes through all my muscles like theres just no juice in them and i want to just lie down in a warm blanket and sleep. /things are slow at work, i want to be more productive but it's not happening. I'm being lazy and remaining in a kind of place of denial about the work i have to do. It ain pretty.
