I woke up with the strange feeling of needing to reevaluate my friendships and what constitutes as a friendship. Its as if my subconscious is telling me to contract my circle of friends. The thought came in the middle of the night, and i couldn't stop thinking about it to the point where i struggle to sleep.
Using one person as an example:
One of the first things that i thought about is how i kept investing in people who won't do the same for me and another is when friends don't make an effort in conversation. Like how the hell am I supposed to work with that or build a connection there? I can't force it or it's going to suck and feel inauthentic.
So now I'm in the tough spot to either try to rekindle what i can and see if it can be naturally developed to any extent anymore or i should just do the slow fade which is what I also hate. So I just asked them "hey are we still friends or are you still interested in being friends?" and roll from there. even this option feels weird because if i have to ask then its likely not gonna be great.
Edit: turns out I have to ask for the things i want lol. "duh" one might think. So now we are meeting.
Using one person as an example:
One of the first things that i thought about is how i kept investing in people who won't do the same for me and another is when friends don't make an effort in conversation. Like how the hell am I supposed to work with that or build a connection there? I can't force it or it's going to suck and feel inauthentic.
So now I'm in the tough spot to either try to rekindle what i can and see if it can be naturally developed to any extent anymore or i should just do the slow fade which is what I also hate. So I just asked them "hey are we still friends or are you still interested in being friends?" and roll from there. even this option feels weird because if i have to ask then its likely not gonna be great.
Edit: turns out I have to ask for the things i want lol. "duh" one might think. So now we are meeting.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
