Lately I have been feeling very "free" as a result of the work OF 5.75G has been doing. I have noted that GF and I are generally happier than usual, too, and our sense of humor seems to be coming out more and more freely. Socializing is easier, and it's natural and automatic that I play with GF and other people we encounter in fun ways and entertain myself and, if they're willing, them too. But I seem to be in it for my own entertainment first and foremost in expressing my sense of humor, being silly and having fun. I'm not having fun at anyone's expense, just my goal seems to naturally and automatically be to have fun and play, be silly, laugh, have a good time.
Yesterday GF was in a bad mood for a bit because things were piling up and she started down Old Negativity Lane. Normally this would severely upset me because I am so empathic, and we would get in an argument and stop talking to each other for the rest of the day. This time, thanks to DRS, I explained to her that what she was doing was expressing how her inner child felt, and that her inner child felt that nothing was ever going to change because it is too scared to let go of what's causing her problems. It prefers the devil it knows, but all she has to do is let go of that stuff she's holding onto out of fear of the unknown. Then I turned on OF again.
That seemed to sink in and make an impact. When we got home, I spent some time with her and she came back up to normal. I left her with OF playing and went to work, and the rest of the day was fine. OF seems to have overridden that response, which reveals that my assessment was right: when she gets like that, its really her inner child telling me its too scared to let go of what is holding it back because the unknown alternative is scarier. This tells me that the root of all her issues is a fear of the unknown... and OF should eventually take care of that.
Now that makes me happy!
Yesterday GF was in a bad mood for a bit because things were piling up and she started down Old Negativity Lane. Normally this would severely upset me because I am so empathic, and we would get in an argument and stop talking to each other for the rest of the day. This time, thanks to DRS, I explained to her that what she was doing was expressing how her inner child felt, and that her inner child felt that nothing was ever going to change because it is too scared to let go of what's causing her problems. It prefers the devil it knows, but all she has to do is let go of that stuff she's holding onto out of fear of the unknown. Then I turned on OF again.
That seemed to sink in and make an impact. When we got home, I spent some time with her and she came back up to normal. I left her with OF playing and went to work, and the rest of the day was fine. OF seems to have overridden that response, which reveals that my assessment was right: when she gets like that, its really her inner child telling me its too scared to let go of what is holding it back because the unknown alternative is scarier. This tells me that the root of all her issues is a fear of the unknown... and OF should eventually take care of that.
Now that makes me happy!
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
