08-01-2020, 02:23 PM
Thank you so much for replying! What you said makes a lot of sense to me. It has definitely been a conflict mentally these past several months. College has been a big shift for me, going from never studying and making good grades to a picking a career that involves a lot of studying. Especially since science has always been my worst subject and that's practically what nursing is. It was very taxing to force my brain not tap out of the situation entirely. It still is. Also, I completely forgot another result of MLS 5.5g! Before I wasn't really self aware of the things I was doing or my self sabotage. Now i'm pretty in tune with how I think and why I do the things I do. Without it I couldn't imagine being in this more calmer state of mind, so thanks again for that. I was definitely leaning more towards Overcoming fear and now I feel confident about that decision. I don't mind the time I have to invest in terms of fulling the program. I wish I could try LTUG6, but with having to do the nursing program twice money is very tight right now. Although with luck, hope, and lot's of studying haha I will make through and have a job to afford such things. I will update here on results from Overcoming Fear whenever I find the time