• It's a 6-stage set, so it will take at least 6 months to work through, and there is a 7th stage as well, which can be used as a refresher or an "all at once" type of stage at the end.  This may be more time than you want to invest, although OF 5.75G is 8 months...
  
• You can get each stage separately, currently for $114.95, or all at once for $600.  This may be more money than you were looking to spend.
  
• The stages will start off working on improving your life by improving your mental and emotional health, and then as they progress, they will start introducing motivation, success, etc. once there is a good foundation.  This may be longer than you have to spend time wise to try to achieve your desired goals.
  

(08-01-2020, 02:23 PM)xxshonaxx Wrote: Thank you so much for replying! What you said makes a lot of sense to me. It has definitely been a conflict mentally these past several months. College has been a big shift for me, going from never studying and making good grades to a picking a career that involves a lot of studying. Especially since science has always been my worst subject and that's practically what nursing is. It was very taxing to force my brain not tap out of the situation entirely. It still is. Also, I completely forgot another result of MLS 5.5g! Before I wasn't really self aware of the things I was doing or my self sabotage. Now i'm pretty in tune with how I think and why I do the things I do. Without it I couldn't imagine being in this more calmer state of mind, so thanks again for that. I was definitely leaning more towards Overcoming fear and now I feel confident about that decision. I don't mind the time I have to invest in terms of fulling the program. I wish I could try LTUG6, but with having to do the nursing program twice money is very tight right now. Although with luck, hope, and lot's of studying haha I will make through and have a job to afford such things. I will update here on results from Overcoming Fear whenever I find the time

(08-01-2020, 04:47 PM)xxshonaxx Wrote: Good point! I will keep that in mind, thanks again.

As a small update, I started listening to overcoming fear since the 2nd of this month and to put it shortly so far so good haha. I will say that have been experiencing less fear when it comes to social interactions. It's always been hard for me with my social anxiety to make phone calls, send emails, or simply writing posts like these where I know someone else will see them. However, lately, I've been calmer about it. I have made small steps in just simply asking people how they are doing in which I would usually just be silent. Today I was just able to get in the car and drive to the and talk to people without much of a second thought. School hasn't started just yet but I am less afraid of it starting and it's been more anxious than fear. Anyway, I don't know how to end this properly so I hope whoever reading has a nice day  

Back Again with another little update. Sorry if I replay late to anyone things have been sorta hectic. Anywho, I got a good result. On the 17th of this month, school started for me online and I was ready. I woke up early to prepare for my nursing class ( it was this google meetup thing) and honestly it did not take me long to feel overwhelmed. Once things were finally over and I went to the school to print out my syllabus for my nursing class, anatomy class, and precalculus class it hit me that a made a mistake. In nursing it's a common saying that for every hour you spend in class you need to spend five hours studying. You can do the math haha. So take into account I have two whole other classes! Now math is something that isn't too hard for me personally, but it still takes time to do each problem and listen to the lecture, take notes, etc etc. Then with my anatomy class, his lecture is about 4 hours! not including all the pausing I have to do when I take notes. I have already mentioned science is my worst subject. which is basically what anatomy and nursing are. So I had to make what I would like to call my first "adult" decision. I was terrified. I couldn't sleep all night I was desperately trying to figure out how I was going to do it all. I wasn't sure if I was doing because I was too scared to face difficulties or if I was genuinely going to struggle trying to do it all. Then there was my mom and grandma. I didn't want to let them down again by quitting, especially after just the first day! After a couple of hours, I made up my mind. I had to get out of the mentality of trying to impress other people by being a nurse so young. Hell, I already failed once and didn't get it by 21, and thinking about not getting it still by 22 was a hard blow to my pride. I had to say (for a lack of better words) fuck my pride and fuck other expectations. If I had stayed in the program I would have risked failing everything and ruined my chance of getting in again. End the end everyone took it well. My teachers, my family, The dean of nursing all understood where I was coming from and was fine with it. I was able to get into the nursing program without having all the required classes completed already ( that's not something that happens often) so I must be decently smart lol. I will say I have made the right decision I have been swamped with work since then. The point to my long rambling is that without this subliminal I know I probably wouldn't have spoken up due to fear and stayed in the program. I'm confident I will get back into it next year. Anyways, I still am not good at closing long ramblings and I have a ton of studying to do so thanks for reading!