07-14-2020, 01:28 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-14-2020, 03:15 PM by Chris P. Bacon.)
Another night and more dreams that I remember, but this time I have a decent interpretation.
I was at some venue, probably a restaurant, sitting at a table with friends. I for some reason looked at my left hand and there was a hole in it, and in that hole was what appeared to be an insect. I say appeared because from start to finish of the dream I never got a clear look at it. It was burrowed deep into the meat of my hand right below the thumb. As I saw that a feeling of "I need to get that out of me" happened and I shook my hand vigorously. As I did, what was in my hand came out and bounced on the ground and I never saw it for the remainder of the dream. I looked into the hole and it was deep as I could see muscle and bone. I was scared for a bit and my friends said "Oh we need to get that treated or fixed" I don't remember which. I looked at it and said "You know what I'm fine, it will heal on its own", without any sense of false bravado and just ignored it knowing it would mend on its own. End of dream.
my interpretation is that OF got to something deeply embedded into me and rooted it out. I'm not sure why the left hand. My friends might be, but not sure, the common wisdom about how to heal past traumas and emotional wounds. By ignoring it and letting the wound heal on its own is how it should actually be done. Fear-based wounds, which are most if not all non-physical wounds, need to be resolved and ignored for lack of a better term. Not coddled and treated. Once the issue is resolved you can move on. As to why a cafe or restaurant, maybe it was to do with a fear of other's opinions. I say this because I was confident and not caring of other people and what they think in a way I haven't been in years.
Forgot to add a loop last night so I'll be adding one tonight.
Edit: I suspect that in the dream because I was not able to look directly at the insect or whatever it is was because it would actually trigger the fear. If so, that is interesting.
I was at some venue, probably a restaurant, sitting at a table with friends. I for some reason looked at my left hand and there was a hole in it, and in that hole was what appeared to be an insect. I say appeared because from start to finish of the dream I never got a clear look at it. It was burrowed deep into the meat of my hand right below the thumb. As I saw that a feeling of "I need to get that out of me" happened and I shook my hand vigorously. As I did, what was in my hand came out and bounced on the ground and I never saw it for the remainder of the dream. I looked into the hole and it was deep as I could see muscle and bone. I was scared for a bit and my friends said "Oh we need to get that treated or fixed" I don't remember which. I looked at it and said "You know what I'm fine, it will heal on its own", without any sense of false bravado and just ignored it knowing it would mend on its own. End of dream.
my interpretation is that OF got to something deeply embedded into me and rooted it out. I'm not sure why the left hand. My friends might be, but not sure, the common wisdom about how to heal past traumas and emotional wounds. By ignoring it and letting the wound heal on its own is how it should actually be done. Fear-based wounds, which are most if not all non-physical wounds, need to be resolved and ignored for lack of a better term. Not coddled and treated. Once the issue is resolved you can move on. As to why a cafe or restaurant, maybe it was to do with a fear of other's opinions. I say this because I was confident and not caring of other people and what they think in a way I haven't been in years.
Forgot to add a loop last night so I'll be adding one tonight.
Edit: I suspect that in the dream because I was not able to look directly at the insect or whatever it is was because it would actually trigger the fear. If so, that is interesting.