OF - Fluffy Journal

[Fluffy]

I suggest you do make up that one loop. Just try not to have breaks between loops.

Yeah, I will do that tonight.

In other news I have been feeling some weird feelings about my girlfriend and being in a relationship. I will see what happens with that as it might be just because we had a little tiny falling out last night over something so tiny, and she hasn't been her self since, even though we eventually had sex after and this morning. I don't know what it is, it is out of the ordinary, it seems new. I will see what happens, it might be just a blip. Time will tell. Makes me wonder what I am putting out with my aura. There is no way for me to do guess work, so I will just leave it at that, and see what unfolds.

https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-OF-Fl...#pid235643

I ended up listening to it in the usual way, and the funny thing is as soon as I put it on, my girlfriend heard it and was like what is that and started searching around to find the source until she got near me and my phone in hand haha. She must have a super-sensitive hearing because as soon as I pressed play, she was on it. She wanted me to turn it off at first, but once I  explained to her what it was, she was cool with it playing.

She was exposed to Overcoming Fear 5.75g
I don't need the details of the "tiny situation that caused your falling out".  Now that she has been exposed to Overcoming Fear 5.75g she no longer "fears" talking about the "tiny" things.

That is one possibility. But she only had one exposure.

I think it is more to do with me and how I react when there is a misunderstanding. I get annoyed and frustrated, and raise my voice and it makes it worse than it is.

I know there is no excuse, but I do think what is going on underneve the hood has some part in it. As I have been feeling weird.

It really does feel like I don't know what the ultimate outcome is going to be, I just feel and react with what I got, but I don't even know if they are legit, or just in passing. Only time will tell.