06-18-2020, 06:21 PM
Stage 2, Day 8:
Felt incredible from start to finish today and got a lot done. Hormonal balance is truly the key to helping a man stay mentally, physically and emotionally healthy. I'll most certainly be making sure to pay attention to my hormones (mainly testosterone) for the remainder of this current AM6 run and even beyond.
I'm not even tired at all, even after a productive 16 hour day but I'd rather try and get some sleep so I can be at my best when I wake tomorrow. Most notable events from today:
- I spoke to a patient who kept asking me the ETA for some medical equipment. After telling her the same thing 3 different times and 3 different ways, I told her to have a nice day and hung up in her face. I have dozens of patients I'm expected to serve on a daily basis when I work and refuse to let my time be wasted by one that either acts like they don't understand what I'm saying and/or being childish.
- My assertiveness has been through the roof all day long. I'll admit that mentally and even emotionally I'm reaching the point where I'm becoming slightly rude to others and even in a nonchalant matter. I know that's not all AM6...it's in large part because I'm sick of peoples bad attitudes in general. This is manifesting as me basically being a man with no patience except for rare instances where I still can display compassion although I don't feel it these days.
- I admit it feels like AM6 is playing a role in me becoming a more "hardened/rough around the edges" individual. Things will probably be refined in the later stages though.
Felt incredible from start to finish today and got a lot done. Hormonal balance is truly the key to helping a man stay mentally, physically and emotionally healthy. I'll most certainly be making sure to pay attention to my hormones (mainly testosterone) for the remainder of this current AM6 run and even beyond.
I'm not even tired at all, even after a productive 16 hour day but I'd rather try and get some sleep so I can be at my best when I wake tomorrow. Most notable events from today:
- I spoke to a patient who kept asking me the ETA for some medical equipment. After telling her the same thing 3 different times and 3 different ways, I told her to have a nice day and hung up in her face. I have dozens of patients I'm expected to serve on a daily basis when I work and refuse to let my time be wasted by one that either acts like they don't understand what I'm saying and/or being childish.
- My assertiveness has been through the roof all day long. I'll admit that mentally and even emotionally I'm reaching the point where I'm becoming slightly rude to others and even in a nonchalant matter. I know that's not all AM6...it's in large part because I'm sick of peoples bad attitudes in general. This is manifesting as me basically being a man with no patience except for rare instances where I still can display compassion although I don't feel it these days.
- I admit it feels like AM6 is playing a role in me becoming a more "hardened/rough around the edges" individual. Things will probably be refined in the later stages though.
