LTU5

[Zubrowka]

I notice I have become more rational, and starting to have a plan for my life. I have learned to face the music of my situation and starting to acknowledge the responsibility that I have to take myself where I want to go.

I know that my depression have cost me around 5 years of my life. But that's a fact. Nothing can be done about that. My friends will possibly get houses and probably get families before me. But I know that I don't want to throw myself into that before I'm in a place where I'm ready to take on the responsibility that a family deserve, and I have some things I want to go after in life which will be hard to do with a family and the responsibilities that follow it.

I know plans often change, but right now my subliminal plan looks something like:

LTU5 (16 months - almost 14 of those done) - switching when LTU6 get out
LTU6 (6-12 months)
UMS2/3 (24 months)
AM7 (24 months)

So that how my 5 year plan look like. Will surely be interesting to look back at this post and what happened during those years in 2025.

That's some future thinking! I don't like planning like that as I'd rather be flexible and I do like your resolve.

As for the past... yeah, all you can do is not wasting past mistakes by learning from them. It's so sad but undeniable.

I think you need to have a plan in place to have something to start from, there is still other areas you can be flexible in. As Benjamin Franklin said "if you fail to plan, you are planning to fail" or as warren buffet put it: “An idiot with a plan can beat a genius without a plan.”