LTU5

[Mystic Pymp]

I notice I have become more rational, and starting to have a plan for my life. I have learned to face the music of my situation and starting to acknowledge the responsibility that I have to take myself where I want to go.

I know that my depression have cost me around 5 years of my life. But that's a fact. Nothing can be done about that. My friends will possibly get houses and probably get families before me. But I know that I don't want to throw myself into that before I'm in a place where I'm ready to take on the responsibility that a family deserve, and I have some things I want to go after in life which will be hard to do with a family and the responsibilities that follow it.

I know plans often change, but right now my subliminal plan looks something like:

LTU5 (16 months - almost 14 of those done) - switching when LTU6 get out
LTU6 (6-12 months)
UMS2/3 (24 months)
AM7 (24 months)

So that how my 5 year plan look like. Will surely be interesting to look back at this post and what happened during those years in 2025.

That's some future thinking! I don't like planning like that as I'd rather be flexible and I do like your resolve.

As for the past... yeah, all you can do is not wasting past mistakes by learning from them. It's so sad but undeniable.