Had an outburst on my parents for continuously going around in circles all the time with their negativity about everything. I just couldn't stand it anymore, tired of hearing their negativ views on anything and how they just agree with each other on all the negative stuff because it seems to be the only thing they can find in common with each other. That's just being lazy and making it easy for oneself and I won't stand being a part of it, I need to express my opinions and state how I feel about stuff and that I don't agree with their negative bullsh*it to keep my sanity and self-esteem. Felt good.
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And my mother came up to my room later on, trying to scold me for doing what I did, but I had talked to my brother online afterward to help me reason if what I did was right and I got their support. So when she came trying to pull of their usual guilt tripping and "that I don't have any empathy" I didn't stick. I turned it around against her that she always feel so damn sorry for every living thing and that is all in her head, not every living creature is weak as she seem to believe. She went away. In your face.
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I think it's this guilt she has inprinted on me that has f*cked me up pretty good. Guilt that saying that other people are weak and that you should feel sorry for them. That's born from a victim mentality as feeling sorry for someone else take away their responsibility, and thus is a reflection on how you yourself look at the world - that people should feel sorry for you. Sorry, that ain't cutting it anymore.
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And my mother came up to my room later on, trying to scold me for doing what I did, but I had talked to my brother online afterward to help me reason if what I did was right and I got their support. So when she came trying to pull of their usual guilt tripping and "that I don't have any empathy" I didn't stick. I turned it around against her that she always feel so damn sorry for every living thing and that is all in her head, not every living creature is weak as she seem to believe. She went away. In your face.
I think it's this guilt she has inprinted on me that has f*cked me up pretty good. Guilt that saying that other people are weak and that you should feel sorry for them. That's born from a victim mentality as feeling sorry for someone else take away their responsibility, and thus is a reflection on how you yourself look at the world - that people should feel sorry for you. Sorry, that ain't cutting it anymore.
