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https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/...ic-mothers

Take a look at it.  And if you suddenly say yourself, no she cant be like that, she always want best for me, etc.. but feel like shit about her, most probably she is, just saying. I know because I got one

Hi man,

Thanks for sharing. Yeah I've had my turns with reading into the concept and often gone through the phases of "yes this is it" to "no it can't be true" (often based on some kind of guilt). But the patterns always come back and show themselves in her behavior and this is the only thing I can go on to be sure. She probably suffer from that, and even if I care about her, I despise her at times. But the only lesson is that you need to learn that is OK to learn to take care of yourself, no matter how she will react to that. But that is highly associated with fear, and I'm being ruled by fear still after all years of work on myself and with IML products. But it's slowly improving. The new FRM maybe will speed up the process.

EDIT:
Damn - much of the things in this article actually fits my history.