05-31-2020, 10:58 PM
I think I've finally come to understand why I had such a problematic run with AM a couple of years ago.
What happened what's that as I ran AM, fears started to come up, and I tried to push through with them and so did AM. The provlen was that they were to deeply rooted for E1 in AM to be able to deal with them and when they became to unbearable for me I was thrown into a state of depersonalization/derealizarion to protect my psyche from being overloaded. And there u was, stuck in this fearful mode - which I have been trying to overcome since then. I don't say it was AM that caused it, but it was definitely what triggered it. I would have been much better of running LTU3 or E2, but anxious as I was i took a bite larger than I could chew.
FRM in LTU5 have helped me a lot to deal with my fear and so has my daily root Chakra meditation and I'm in a much much much better place than where I was then I started LTU. And I've probably overcome some fears that I had even before all this started, and started laying the foundation for what will come. I still have some work to do in overcoming my deeper fears, and LTU5 help.me work through them little by little. I'll see how I do when LTU6 come out and if I find it a good decision to do the upgrade to it.
What happened what's that as I ran AM, fears started to come up, and I tried to push through with them and so did AM. The provlen was that they were to deeply rooted for E1 in AM to be able to deal with them and when they became to unbearable for me I was thrown into a state of depersonalization/derealizarion to protect my psyche from being overloaded. And there u was, stuck in this fearful mode - which I have been trying to overcome since then. I don't say it was AM that caused it, but it was definitely what triggered it. I would have been much better of running LTU3 or E2, but anxious as I was i took a bite larger than I could chew.
FRM in LTU5 have helped me a lot to deal with my fear and so has my daily root Chakra meditation and I'm in a much much much better place than where I was then I started LTU. And I've probably overcome some fears that I had even before all this started, and started laying the foundation for what will come. I still have some work to do in overcoming my deeper fears, and LTU5 help.me work through them little by little. I'll see how I do when LTU6 come out and if I find it a good decision to do the upgrade to it.
