05-26-2020, 09:00 AM
Stage 1, Day 17:
Feeling increasingly driven to play AM6 as much as I can. At first I was planning to take a balanced listening approach and just loop it for a set number of hours each day; I however, feel like I'm wasting precious time when I'm not playing the program however, especially with me still working from home for now.
A few days back there was a random woman that sent me a friend request on Facebook, she messaged me and seemed to just want to be friendly. After a couple exchanged messages I immediately recognized that she was a bit on the slow side and didn't seem willing or even able to carry a decent conversation. Somehow I knew this just by looking at her and pretty much knew we wouldn't be communicating for long, oh well, no surprise there. Most people period these days bore the shit out of me which is why I've been becoming increasingly introverted during the past 7 months.
Sounds crazy but at this point I'd literally rather talk to myself all damn day and keep social interactions strictly business.
Feeling increasingly driven to play AM6 as much as I can. At first I was planning to take a balanced listening approach and just loop it for a set number of hours each day; I however, feel like I'm wasting precious time when I'm not playing the program however, especially with me still working from home for now.
A few days back there was a random woman that sent me a friend request on Facebook, she messaged me and seemed to just want to be friendly. After a couple exchanged messages I immediately recognized that she was a bit on the slow side and didn't seem willing or even able to carry a decent conversation. Somehow I knew this just by looking at her and pretty much knew we wouldn't be communicating for long, oh well, no surprise there. Most people period these days bore the shit out of me which is why I've been becoming increasingly introverted during the past 7 months.
Sounds crazy but at this point I'd literally rather talk to myself all damn day and keep social interactions strictly business.