05-22-2020, 10:46 AM
Stage 1, Day 13:
- Rage and aggression finally leveled out although I still snap when someone does or says something stupid, but in a more even-keeled manner. It's strange also that for the past 40 hours or so up until today, My rage actually increased while listening to loops of stage 1, so I believe some nerve was hit under the surface which aggravated me and caused me to lash out.
- My motivation has slightly increased but regardless of my motivation levels I still push to get things done.
- Rage and aggression finally leveled out although I still snap when someone does or says something stupid, but in a more even-keeled manner. It's strange also that for the past 40 hours or so up until today, My rage actually increased while listening to loops of stage 1, so I believe some nerve was hit under the surface which aggravated me and caused me to lash out.
- My motivation has slightly increased but regardless of my motivation levels I still push to get things done.
