AM6 Run-2 tolgaocal80's Journal

[tolgaocal80]

Stage 6 Day 32+1

here is a short summary of the entire improvements from Run 1 and Run-2
12-16 hours ocean masked. 4-6 hours on headset.

I copied and listed this statements from AM descriptions page. I will put the percent of how I see myself about these statements. These are the results of run-1 and 2 together. and most of these statements didn't start from 0 for me, they started mostly sub zero.

• Be easily able and willing to walk away from people and situations you don’t like, and TELL HER NO — whether it’s to her asking for sex or anything else. 80-90 STABILE.

• Exude an aura of confidence, commanding presence and authority, which gets you respect, attention and obedience. 70-80 MOSTLY ALL THE TIME. STABILE.

• No longer seek approval from others, nor be concerned with what they think of you or what you do or say. 80-90 STABILE.

• No longer be, or come across to others as “needy”. 80

• Be unaffected by rejection. 70


• Treat women as people to enjoy the company of, without taking them too seriously, needing them, or being easily upset by them. 70

• Have released expectations towards women, which often lead to bad choices, actions, attitudes, thinking and responses. 70

• Display the attitude, thinking, actions and speech patterns of an Alpha Male. 70

• Be a better, higher and more refined quality of man. 65

• Have let go of any negative self image, attitudes, thoughts and beliefs about yourself. 60

• Have a powerful, positive sense of self respect, self esteem, self image and self worth.60

• Take good care of yourself, your hygiene and your appearance, not just because you want to be attractive to beautiful women, but because it makes you feel good about yourself. 60

• Be selective about whom you spend your time with, and which women you give your time, interest and affections to. 60

• Be entirely unconcerned about “getting the girl” or achieving sexual interaction, which will make the ladies perceive you as higher status, higher value, and more worthy of both. 60

• Exude an aura of sexiness that makes you much more attractive to the beautiful women you encounter. The more beautiful they are, the more attracted and interested they will be. 60-70

• Have a Zen attitude, which keeps you calm when other guys would lose control, thus demonstrating your self control and mastery of the situation – an Alpha male trait. 50-60

• Display graceful, confident body language, which broadcasts your power and dominance to all, but especially females (for whom body language is a very important way of communicating, and thus determining the men they are interested in). 50-60

• Be entirely comfortable in social situations of any type, whether they are familiar to you or not.50

• Be self sufficient and self reliant mentally, emotionally and otherwise. 50

• Have unshakable self confidence.50

• Be your own man, who does what he wants, when he wants, how he wants, where he wants. 50

• Develop and display a fantastic sense of humor, which will make you socially popular and attractive to others, especially beautiful women. 40

• Be in complete control of yourself and your environment, and YOU will be the one who controls when, how, and with whom you have sex.

• Be in control when dealing with women, and especially beautiful women or women you are interested in. I EXPLAINED BELOW.

• Be able to effortlessly approach any woman you want – and the more attractive you find her, the easier it will be. NOT YET. STILL APPROACH ANXIETY AND UNWILLINGNESS.

Plus:
• now, I got some intuition or Idk this word, in every conversation I had with other people, I know exactly what they really mean, and how to respond that. when talking to a girl, a feeling or some thoughts comes in my mind and guiding me for a good answer.
• I just don't care, what others say about me, really, not even a feeling.


But there are somethings still unsolven. and I really should deal with these.
About women, love, and money. the well-known threesome.

on women side,
I raised by a very controller mother and relativetly weak father. and my mom was "always saying about how it is a bad thing to have a relationship with a girl or having a girlfriend. or any kind of sexual encounters."
I guess, this is the my primaly issue when dealing with women, because I really dont have any attraction problem.
but I just dont want them when they come to me. I want a girlfriend but when someone came I just back off. Some of girls offered me sex, really,. but I didn't want. So this is a real problem for me, ofcourse for now. I dont blaming mother or father, things just did happened and, the past can't be changed. I am not in a self-pity mode. I will solve this problem.


after this, I will run SE. for a block. then go back to AM. I wish 6G come quicker than expected. There are so many things I want. AM has an effect on me like LTU. I really appreciated this AM sub. it is like LTU for men plus masculinity.
see you later, on my SE journal.