05-16-2020, 08:50 AM
Stage 1, Day 7:
Time flies, already been a few days since my last update and it went by lightning quick. What I've noticed the past 3 days is a growing sense of subconscious depression trying to eat at me but failing hard. This period may be the first time in my life where I've been able to completely remain detached from negative thoughts. Unsure if this is a test or actual resistance but either way I'm at least being shown where there is room for improvement.
Seeing the type of thoughts I'm having is definitely signaling to me that it's been a good 2 years since my last run for sure because it feels similar to my first run, only I'm seeing and feeling things happen quicker below the surface. During run number one it took almost 2 weeks for me to realize anything major was happening, now in this run not only am I having these thoughts, my sex drive and urge for release are also skyrocketing at an alarming rate. I can also feel my subconscious already trying to tempt me into going another route and to either run something else, or just take a break from subliminals altogether. Damn near feels like I've never run a sub before lol.
Time flies, already been a few days since my last update and it went by lightning quick. What I've noticed the past 3 days is a growing sense of subconscious depression trying to eat at me but failing hard. This period may be the first time in my life where I've been able to completely remain detached from negative thoughts. Unsure if this is a test or actual resistance but either way I'm at least being shown where there is room for improvement.
Seeing the type of thoughts I'm having is definitely signaling to me that it's been a good 2 years since my last run for sure because it feels similar to my first run, only I'm seeing and feeling things happen quicker below the surface. During run number one it took almost 2 weeks for me to realize anything major was happening, now in this run not only am I having these thoughts, my sex drive and urge for release are also skyrocketing at an alarming rate. I can also feel my subconscious already trying to tempt me into going another route and to either run something else, or just take a break from subliminals altogether. Damn near feels like I've never run a sub before lol.
