04-10-2020, 12:35 PM
I had a real breakdown today during dinner with my parents. It started of with an argument with my dad and we really got upset at each other (which very rarely happen - I don't like making him upset, in some way I think I try to protect him from that because I know that he really don't like to fight - well that's another story...) but the argument went over into me having said breakdown - just telling my parents how I feel about life right now, that I feel like shit and a looser for maybe not living up to life expectations of some friends I have who own their own apartments, starting to get kids, have a better financial situation then me, etc. It was really needed and felt good just getting it of my chest and I had some serious anger coming up related to the whole situation. My mom was really supportive and talked to me a bit afterwards and it was just good to clear the air and I felt relief afterwards.
