02-27-2020, 08:30 AM
(This post was last modified: 08-15-2021, 10:53 AM by tolgaocal80.)
stage 4 day 12
I am receiving IOI's almost every girl I saw, although it seems some strange, they are displaying IOI's whom are older than me (30-45 y.o) with some fear I guess. they are acting like uncomfortable with the situation but giving IOI's either.
Its still continues and I guess this became solid in me, that everybody I interact, acting really nice and polite to me.
I saw IOI's from girls almost all the time in my life. but I could never do something about that. something is just stopping me from getting sexual or even interact with girls. Maybe I am afraid of expressing sexualty or women. I dont want this. Its really mean nothing receiving IOI's from girls if you don't do anything to make things happens.
I understand AM will not cover that or this thought is just a tactic that using by s.c. but doesn't matter I will cover that.
AM making me relaxed about small-talks I can speak everybody with a relaxed postures and a clear voice. But when I feel some way to sexuality, some feeling just starting I dont understand them, they just shutting me down.
I am receiving IOI's almost every girl I saw, although it seems some strange, they are displaying IOI's whom are older than me (30-45 y.o) with some fear I guess. they are acting like uncomfortable with the situation but giving IOI's either.
Its still continues and I guess this became solid in me, that everybody I interact, acting really nice and polite to me.
I saw IOI's from girls almost all the time in my life. but I could never do something about that. something is just stopping me from getting sexual or even interact with girls. Maybe I am afraid of expressing sexualty or women. I dont want this. Its really mean nothing receiving IOI's from girls if you don't do anything to make things happens.
I understand AM will not cover that or this thought is just a tactic that using by s.c. but doesn't matter I will cover that.
AM making me relaxed about small-talks I can speak everybody with a relaxed postures and a clear voice. But when I feel some way to sexuality, some feeling just starting I dont understand them, they just shutting me down.
AM6-1(4.19)--AM6-2(11.19)--SE-5.5G--AM6-3(9.20)--SE 5.5G(3.21)--AM6-S7(6.21)--SM3-1(7.2021)--AM6-4(1.2022)
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
