(02-25-2020, 01:45 PM)Have at ye Wrote: Heh. Been there, done that. Invest in one of 'em spiffy auric shields that Shannon has now (best "ready made" on the market I've seen). Find a means of clearing/exorcising negative influence and thingies that works, keep at it and do not relent. Shannon's probably right about that subconscious stuff as well - go figure out why your subconscious decided that your "perfect wealthy lover" would be this way, not any other, and resolve it.Godbless and good luck.
You can read through my DMSI 3.3.2 journal to see something similar going on, lol.
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