01-28-2020, 01:14 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-28-2020, 01:31 PM by tolgaocal80.)
stage 3 day 14
I am dreaming very interesting things since last three days. I had changed the speakers place maybe thats why.
Last night's dream was like that:
My mother, my sister and (don't remember that well) my father was on the street for some reason. it was night, and A demon has had a problem with us. I don't know why but he was following us and trying to do something. We were running on the street to survive the demon. Somehow we got in a bus. I was thinking we got over him but then I saw the man in beige coat. I knew this man was the demon. He turned his head to my mother. and then I went there and told him:
"What's your problem? what are you trying to do us?" he was looking at me with his very scaring devil eyes. But I never afraid of this look or feel anything bad. I was knew I could stop him. I looked him in eyes and told "I am not afraid of you. You can not do anything to me or my family."
Then his eyes faded slowly, to a normal human eyes. And he backed off, his all face turned into the face when a nice guy was ashamed.
the dream ends here. not remember what happened after that.
I am reading now Napoleon Hill's Think and Grow Rich book. I learned him from Bob Proctor. the book about creating wealth. the book contains informations about mind programming methods to change one's mindset to create a wealthy life.
Some notices :
When I looked at them (people around me) or say something to them they instantly turning their head somewhere else and avoiding to gaze. this was happening in run1 too, this run something is different I guess; now they got sad after this.
When I looked at attractive women or girls at my age, I don't know what I am feeling but I just focusing on them and triyng to figure out what they are doing.
My voice is very clear, I gained strong speaking skills, when I go to a cafe to talk with my friends, all people around us looking at me when I speak, sometimes I am catching people who listening us to understand what we talk about and people secretly looking at us.
I was a bad stutterer some time ago that I really dont remember now.
not much new changes.
AND:
I researched a little about coronavirus and it seems like it is spreading all over the world. make sure you're getting enough daily vitamins.
I am dreaming very interesting things since last three days. I had changed the speakers place maybe thats why.
Last night's dream was like that:
My mother, my sister and (don't remember that well) my father was on the street for some reason. it was night, and A demon has had a problem with us. I don't know why but he was following us and trying to do something. We were running on the street to survive the demon. Somehow we got in a bus. I was thinking we got over him but then I saw the man in beige coat. I knew this man was the demon. He turned his head to my mother. and then I went there and told him:
"What's your problem? what are you trying to do us?" he was looking at me with his very scaring devil eyes. But I never afraid of this look or feel anything bad. I was knew I could stop him. I looked him in eyes and told "I am not afraid of you. You can not do anything to me or my family."
Then his eyes faded slowly, to a normal human eyes. And he backed off, his all face turned into the face when a nice guy was ashamed.
the dream ends here. not remember what happened after that.
I am reading now Napoleon Hill's Think and Grow Rich book. I learned him from Bob Proctor. the book about creating wealth. the book contains informations about mind programming methods to change one's mindset to create a wealthy life.
Some notices :
When I looked at them (people around me) or say something to them they instantly turning their head somewhere else and avoiding to gaze. this was happening in run1 too, this run something is different I guess; now they got sad after this.
When I looked at attractive women or girls at my age, I don't know what I am feeling but I just focusing on them and triyng to figure out what they are doing.
My voice is very clear, I gained strong speaking skills, when I go to a cafe to talk with my friends, all people around us looking at me when I speak, sometimes I am catching people who listening us to understand what we talk about and people secretly looking at us.
I was a bad stutterer some time ago that I really dont remember now.
not much new changes.
AND:
I researched a little about coronavirus and it seems like it is spreading all over the world. make sure you're getting enough daily vitamins.
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"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker