01-04-2020, 07:59 PM
CatMan, just so you know, I'm not even going to bother finish reading your post. I see that you're only going to go back and misinterpret what I said and play the poor me victim card again. You and I know the truth, even if not everyone here has seen the show you put on for years now, or realizes what it is.
You need to stop lying to yourself, first and foremost. Until that happens, you will stay in dry dock, no matter what I or anyone else does, including you. When you're ready to make the change, then something might move for you. Until then, I have things to accomplish that don't include wasting my time while you spend 100% of your energy, effort and intelligence finding ways to stay where you are and fail.
That's the cold hard truth. Maybe someday you'll get past those self lies and start seeing things the way they really are. I hope so, because even as pissed as I am, I somehow still don't want to see you rot in dry dock. But it's not my problem anymore. It's your responsibility to stop fighting tooth and nail to fail and lie to yourself and make up what happened in the past, because you don't want to achieve the goal. So either get to it, or deal with the consequences. Your choice.
You need to stop lying to yourself, first and foremost. Until that happens, you will stay in dry dock, no matter what I or anyone else does, including you. When you're ready to make the change, then something might move for you. Until then, I have things to accomplish that don't include wasting my time while you spend 100% of your energy, effort and intelligence finding ways to stay where you are and fail.
That's the cold hard truth. Maybe someday you'll get past those self lies and start seeing things the way they really are. I hope so, because even as pissed as I am, I somehow still don't want to see you rot in dry dock. But it's not my problem anymore. It's your responsibility to stop fighting tooth and nail to fail and lie to yourself and make up what happened in the past, because you don't want to achieve the goal. So either get to it, or deal with the consequences. Your choice.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
