12-27-2019, 01:53 PM
(12-27-2019, 10:16 AM)Have at ye Wrote: Good 'ol existential dread is an uncertainty
Thank you for your thoughts.
I can’t say that I’ve experienced existential dread before. I don’t know if you’ve ever used drugs before, but imagine the worst of bad drug trips. Pure terror at existing at all, where nothing is right, nothing is ok, and we’re all dying at every moment as time irreversibly passes by. That’s the pure existential terror that hits me every once in a while, and lighter versions of that hit me often.
The problem with existential terror is that it’s a visceral feeling, taking over my body and my conscious process. I could read Kierkegaard, but the prospect of reading words that would likely make my emotions seize up, my sinuses inflame, and make it difficult enough to breathe that I’d nearly pass out (not exaggerating in the slightest) is something that I’ll pass on.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
