12-03-2019, 05:17 AM
(This post was last modified: 08-15-2021, 10:49 AM by tolgaocal80.)
Stage 1 day 25
In stage 1, mostly İ felt like I came back from a holiday or a really good travel. I am still dreaming too much about fighting with badguy or aliens with my team or friends , or some strange situations about my family, İ will put here all of them when stage finished.
On this second run I saw some friending manifestations, I got some new friends or some of my old friends behavior s changed totally towards me, the way I speak , thoughts I got changed totally according to them.
The girls who attracted to me previously AM, now seems they don't care anymore me, in my opinion that is a good thing, because I really don't want to deal with girls who have low self-esteem.
I am realizing now how I had put value on girls much than they have. Now they all seem same.
Still got some approach anxiety, I really want get rid of this, because this causes to think me they are more important than anyone else.
A few days ago I noticed, how much changed the way I thought. I don't even remember that days. The way I think about myself, things I told to myself, the angry I got seems more light and old.
In stage 1, mostly İ felt like I came back from a holiday or a really good travel. I am still dreaming too much about fighting with badguy or aliens with my team or friends , or some strange situations about my family, İ will put here all of them when stage finished.
On this second run I saw some friending manifestations, I got some new friends or some of my old friends behavior s changed totally towards me, the way I speak , thoughts I got changed totally according to them.
The girls who attracted to me previously AM, now seems they don't care anymore me, in my opinion that is a good thing, because I really don't want to deal with girls who have low self-esteem.
I am realizing now how I had put value on girls much than they have. Now they all seem same.
Still got some approach anxiety, I really want get rid of this, because this causes to think me they are more important than anyone else.
A few days ago I noticed, how much changed the way I thought. I don't even remember that days. The way I think about myself, things I told to myself, the angry I got seems more light and old.
AM6-1(4.19)--AM6-2(11.19)--SE-5.5G--AM6-3(9.20)--SE 5.5G(3.21)--AM6-S7(6.21)--SM3-1(7.2021)--AM6-4(1.2022)
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
