11-29-2019, 05:15 PM
I've been listening to more hours of UMS on the weekends, and fear has been more obvious to me.
I've been on E3's sales page, and I found stuff I'd not seen. It says:
"The fear removal process introduces a new aspect to the healing and clearing process, as some healing and clearing cannot begin until the underlying fears have been dealt with first."
This is probably where I am now since fear seems to be holding a wall up keeping me from moving around freely in life. I've been feeling and facing fear with possible relationships, and also with family members, my sister specifically. I chose not to contact her on Thanksgiving Day, and a small part of me feels bad. I've had fears of holding back my truths when around her, so I actively stayed free from her presence.
Thought I'd report that.
With money, I've invested in more mining machines to get a larger profit. And speaking of making progress, last night I contacted my miner, but I began a blaming conversation with him. I realized this and began thinking about how I could steer this a right way--so I chose to ask him what he saw me doing, and he pointed out I keep returning to being fearful. He told me he's had long term visions for me growing my wealth, and the points he shared I was grateful to hear. He's not been moving in fear. I have. And I was unusually sensitive to hear how I was affecting him plus hear his own stresses in his business. So....E3 is making its way into my financial world finally in practical ways. E2 did this with other traders I've worked with, but E3 is showing me my fear--and I'm seeking to know more truth vs. long-held lies. Which is why I asked what he saw me doing.
I considered buying E3 during the sale.....but E3 in UMS is working. It has scripting so we'd not jump onto other subs to avoid issues. Done. I didn't pick up E3. UMS is doing plenty at this time.
I've been on E3's sales page, and I found stuff I'd not seen. It says:
"The fear removal process introduces a new aspect to the healing and clearing process, as some healing and clearing cannot begin until the underlying fears have been dealt with first."
This is probably where I am now since fear seems to be holding a wall up keeping me from moving around freely in life. I've been feeling and facing fear with possible relationships, and also with family members, my sister specifically. I chose not to contact her on Thanksgiving Day, and a small part of me feels bad. I've had fears of holding back my truths when around her, so I actively stayed free from her presence.
Thought I'd report that.
With money, I've invested in more mining machines to get a larger profit. And speaking of making progress, last night I contacted my miner, but I began a blaming conversation with him. I realized this and began thinking about how I could steer this a right way--so I chose to ask him what he saw me doing, and he pointed out I keep returning to being fearful. He told me he's had long term visions for me growing my wealth, and the points he shared I was grateful to hear. He's not been moving in fear. I have. And I was unusually sensitive to hear how I was affecting him plus hear his own stresses in his business. So....E3 is making its way into my financial world finally in practical ways. E2 did this with other traders I've worked with, but E3 is showing me my fear--and I'm seeking to know more truth vs. long-held lies. Which is why I asked what he saw me doing.
I considered buying E3 during the sale.....but E3 in UMS is working. It has scripting so we'd not jump onto other subs to avoid issues. Done. I didn't pick up E3. UMS is doing plenty at this time.
I want to be FREE!
