07-08-2012, 06:42 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-08-2012, 06:44 AM by Javier Gerardo.)
Day 98th of RNW
It's been a long ride. I'm starting to think that I've already milked every ounce I could from this sub. I really believed that I have changed but there is still room for me to be completely be positive in my life.
There are times when I think that I have depended a lot on this sub to work on other areas of my life. Because I still have to work on a lot of other issues aside from my internal negativity.
Specifically they are:
1. Letting go of the egoic self - I'm the kind of guy who doesn't like being told what to do. I want to be superior to other people. I want to be the guy who is telling other what to do.
2. Being the center of attention - I'm not used to be the center of attention. But if I want to be the guy that I want to be, I need to get used to getting all the attention. On the other hand I hate it when others ignore me or I'm the one being left out.
3. I keep on comparing myself to other people - I feel that I should be my own man and let go of society's expectations of me. I want to do what I want instead and focus my energy in achieving them.
I'm currently working on all these issues but the progress seems slow. There are factors that contribute to such. For instance, with the case of my job. Over time though I'm seeing a positive light into it like it may be a sign for me to work on another career or so.
I'm planning now to use the Absolute Self-Confidence 4G or Extreme Self Esteem sub together with RNW after July 15. Then go for Alpha Male 5.0
It's been a long ride. I'm starting to think that I've already milked every ounce I could from this sub. I really believed that I have changed but there is still room for me to be completely be positive in my life.
There are times when I think that I have depended a lot on this sub to work on other areas of my life. Because I still have to work on a lot of other issues aside from my internal negativity.
Specifically they are:
1. Letting go of the egoic self - I'm the kind of guy who doesn't like being told what to do. I want to be superior to other people. I want to be the guy who is telling other what to do.
2. Being the center of attention - I'm not used to be the center of attention. But if I want to be the guy that I want to be, I need to get used to getting all the attention. On the other hand I hate it when others ignore me or I'm the one being left out.
3. I keep on comparing myself to other people - I feel that I should be my own man and let go of society's expectations of me. I want to do what I want instead and focus my energy in achieving them.
I'm currently working on all these issues but the progress seems slow. There are factors that contribute to such. For instance, with the case of my job. Over time though I'm seeing a positive light into it like it may be a sign for me to work on another career or so.
I'm planning now to use the Absolute Self-Confidence 4G or Extreme Self Esteem sub together with RNW after July 15. Then go for Alpha Male 5.0
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
