11-21-2019, 03:28 PM
I've been listening to hybrid loops tonight, and some fears have been rising since I've sat on them all day.
The short story is I learned my miner is wanting to half my present bitcoin amount so we can mine separately. The amount I'll start with is astronomical, and I'll be bringing in an unimaginable amount weekly, while he'll be making much more than me. His cut is 10%, and he requested the halving since higher amounts actually stress him.
I'm trying to wrap my head around it. I worked with my NYer coworker today, and I finally admitted a major fear. I started the discussion like I needed him to answer for me, but I realized soon enough that I needed to admit it to me. I'd associated having mass wealth with ....... well, fear. I'd thought more money meant more fear, so I'd associated this with me ultimately hurting people and myself by abandoning them. This thought brought great pain, so I essentially told on myself, hoping to lessen it. It did help. Someone knows (some of) my income. What I didn't share was the amount my miner will be bringing in, since his gains compounded on a weekly basis grow staggeringly fast.
Later in the day my coworker and I talked more about the money amounts coming in by myself alone, and my intro to this was "holy s***!" since it's something people only fantasize about. I have rarely given imagination to such amounts since I linked it with fear. So UMS is definitely working on this fear plus the adjustment to it.
I'll let both bitcoin amounts grow before doing any withdrawals, and I'll keep it growing. My main IV's are whole life insurance policies. Contractual returns, taxes only on dividends, or exempt from legal threats. Passed on to family with no probate expenses. I've heard about putting them in a trust, but I'm very uninformed on trusts presently.
And what I wanted to watch tonight and just remembered while writing: I bought a collection of interviews with people who have big reputations in wealth building, and I purposely picked the package with a bonus aimed at showing one's children how to live wisely with such wealth. I'd picked up that trustfund babies have had major life struggles since no education was given to them on handling the wealth. It killed their aspirations early on, and without a drive, so can a purpose in life not be sought or seen. This wealth figure made a teaching for parents to help guide them.
The short story is I learned my miner is wanting to half my present bitcoin amount so we can mine separately. The amount I'll start with is astronomical, and I'll be bringing in an unimaginable amount weekly, while he'll be making much more than me. His cut is 10%, and he requested the halving since higher amounts actually stress him.
I'm trying to wrap my head around it. I worked with my NYer coworker today, and I finally admitted a major fear. I started the discussion like I needed him to answer for me, but I realized soon enough that I needed to admit it to me. I'd associated having mass wealth with ....... well, fear. I'd thought more money meant more fear, so I'd associated this with me ultimately hurting people and myself by abandoning them. This thought brought great pain, so I essentially told on myself, hoping to lessen it. It did help. Someone knows (some of) my income. What I didn't share was the amount my miner will be bringing in, since his gains compounded on a weekly basis grow staggeringly fast.
Later in the day my coworker and I talked more about the money amounts coming in by myself alone, and my intro to this was "holy s***!" since it's something people only fantasize about. I have rarely given imagination to such amounts since I linked it with fear. So UMS is definitely working on this fear plus the adjustment to it.
I'll let both bitcoin amounts grow before doing any withdrawals, and I'll keep it growing. My main IV's are whole life insurance policies. Contractual returns, taxes only on dividends, or exempt from legal threats. Passed on to family with no probate expenses. I've heard about putting them in a trust, but I'm very uninformed on trusts presently.
And what I wanted to watch tonight and just remembered while writing: I bought a collection of interviews with people who have big reputations in wealth building, and I purposely picked the package with a bonus aimed at showing one's children how to live wisely with such wealth. I'd picked up that trustfund babies have had major life struggles since no education was given to them on handling the wealth. It killed their aspirations early on, and without a drive, so can a purpose in life not be sought or seen. This wealth figure made a teaching for parents to help guide them.
I want to be FREE!
