Stage 6, day 10:
Not much to report... but I'm in part responsible for it. I'm overwhelmed in work... I'm not doing much for my social life. OTOH, the weather is real crap. It should be fall in november but instead it feels like we are already in the middle of winter. Since last week, it doesn't stop to snow...
Few random thoughts worth sharing.
1. Since the start of stage 6, I do a LOT of vivid dreams but their content is really really weird and absolutely unrelated to sex or women (at least on the first degree...)
2. I went to the gym on the evening. This is a very unusual move from me. I usually go in the afternoon. What that means is that I saw a totally different crowd. I was happy about that. That was refreshing. In the group, there was a girl. At the end of the class... we both ended up alone together... I did talk about her exercise. It turns out that it is a small exercise that her therapist has given her for her shoulder injury. It turns out that I do suffer of the same thing. This has given me a reason to start contacting her on FB. She wants to give me the name of her therapist... We will see... A new lead has been created.
3. Every morning, I see a woman since September when I go bring the kids at school. Recently, she started to smile at me... since few days... she greets me... I did assume that she was on her way to work possibly by public transportation. This morning, the timing was slightly different. Possibly that we left the house earlier than usual... So we met earlier, on my way back once I did reach the kids school, I could see her in front of me in the distance. This made me realize that she is in fact a neighbor. She lives 4-5 houses away from me. So my assumption looks like it was wrong. She must be having kids at the same school than me...
Actually, it is funny now that I think about it... There is at least 2 mothers at the school that started to greet me when I see them. Idk who they are... but they behave is if we know each other...
4. SM3 programming ends on December 7th and I'm going to start BASE on December 8. I'm looking forward it... I think that I really need it. I'm in a big phase where I do a lot of software programming to automate part of my biz... The problem is I feel like, I just have fallen into a rabbit hole. I took the decision to change 1 part of my latest creation from one technology to another to move it from a proof of concept prototype to something more production grade.
Initially, the reason to do the move was solid. The whole deal made me learn a lot. I have improved my skills, made the software better. It is very fun to do because this is what I like to work on... but the initial reason to do it has disappeared and it is taking much more time than initially planned. I was thinking the migration would take a day... but it seems like it took the whole week full time... In the meantime, I have lost focus on other biz aspects, maybe less sexy but still important... My hope is that BASE will help me making more clever decisions and avoid rabbit holes...
5. Call me childish if you want... but I check the number of reads my thread have and this is giving me some satisfaction... I like knowing that my journal has readers... and it is about to reach a symbolically important milestone. 10,000 reads... thank you for your interest!
Not much to report... but I'm in part responsible for it. I'm overwhelmed in work... I'm not doing much for my social life. OTOH, the weather is real crap. It should be fall in november but instead it feels like we are already in the middle of winter. Since last week, it doesn't stop to snow...
Few random thoughts worth sharing.
1. Since the start of stage 6, I do a LOT of vivid dreams but their content is really really weird and absolutely unrelated to sex or women (at least on the first degree...)
2. I went to the gym on the evening. This is a very unusual move from me. I usually go in the afternoon. What that means is that I saw a totally different crowd. I was happy about that. That was refreshing. In the group, there was a girl. At the end of the class... we both ended up alone together... I did talk about her exercise. It turns out that it is a small exercise that her therapist has given her for her shoulder injury. It turns out that I do suffer of the same thing. This has given me a reason to start contacting her on FB. She wants to give me the name of her therapist... We will see... A new lead has been created.
3. Every morning, I see a woman since September when I go bring the kids at school. Recently, she started to smile at me... since few days... she greets me... I did assume that she was on her way to work possibly by public transportation. This morning, the timing was slightly different. Possibly that we left the house earlier than usual... So we met earlier, on my way back once I did reach the kids school, I could see her in front of me in the distance. This made me realize that she is in fact a neighbor. She lives 4-5 houses away from me. So my assumption looks like it was wrong. She must be having kids at the same school than me...
Actually, it is funny now that I think about it... There is at least 2 mothers at the school that started to greet me when I see them. Idk who they are... but they behave is if we know each other...
4. SM3 programming ends on December 7th and I'm going to start BASE on December 8. I'm looking forward it... I think that I really need it. I'm in a big phase where I do a lot of software programming to automate part of my biz... The problem is I feel like, I just have fallen into a rabbit hole. I took the decision to change 1 part of my latest creation from one technology to another to move it from a proof of concept prototype to something more production grade.
Initially, the reason to do the move was solid. The whole deal made me learn a lot. I have improved my skills, made the software better. It is very fun to do because this is what I like to work on... but the initial reason to do it has disappeared and it is taking much more time than initially planned. I was thinking the migration would take a day... but it seems like it took the whole week full time... In the meantime, I have lost focus on other biz aspects, maybe less sexy but still important... My hope is that BASE will help me making more clever decisions and avoid rabbit holes...
5. Call me childish if you want... but I check the number of reads my thread have and this is giving me some satisfaction... I like knowing that my journal has readers... and it is about to reach a symbolically important milestone. 10,000 reads... thank you for your interest!
