11-14-2019, 05:39 PM
(11-14-2019, 03:41 PM)findingme Wrote: I had a change in my thinking today regarding me and my habits.
I reflected on how I've been in down moods in the past, and came here to write.....to get attention. I realized I've even sought out that mood when writing then, painting my reality as (sometimes) worse than it was.
I realized this wasn't feeding me. I have no "want" to hang onto familiar pain, and being dishonest about it only hurt me. I don't have to hurt myself. I don't "need" to do that. That's nice
Listening to loops, chatting with my (male) miner throughout the day today, as we're making a big move soon, which is why I've not been sharing about money lately. I've been feeling a bit of old stuff this week, and my thinking on money has not been so divorced from this. As I wrote, I realized that was a change in my thinking too. Money used to be seen MAINLY as a tool to escape the emotional traumas I've hid so much from. I'm facing possibilities to grow my money exponentially now, though I'm not so attached to the outcome.
It appears my reality is constantly changing, for the better, on UMS.
That is AWESOME! Keep up the good work, Findingme!
