11-07-2019, 06:47 AM
Welp! Day 7 of bloom amd so far, nothing. I don't know what to make of this. Maybe it really is just UMS working on my friendship breakup issues, bit I haven't really spent most of my time thinking abput that subject, so who knows?
@Shannon What do you think about these results (or lack thereof) in this 7 day bloom, after a 24/7 week of carpetbombing? What does this suggest? Does this suggest I need to carpetbomb less? Does this mean I should change my patterns with programming and blooming? What do you think I should do looking at these posts? You're the expert here and I honestly feel incompetent to make heads or tales of what tje most recent data suggests I should do regarding my UMSv1 usage. I'm hoping you might be able to look at the results and be able to tell if any changes to my UMS usage need to be made. If you can't do that or don't have the time/energy, I understand. I'm just asking because it is my hope that you can help me make heads or tails about this issue.
Side note: Just had a weird dream last night. In it, I go to a bar woth my brother and friends and order a beer that isnt too strong. Then I get a "Japanese" beer that's in a mug so ridiculously tall, that it's higher than I can reach the rim. Think AT LEAST 8 feet. Then I somehow drinl it all anyway, black out, and find out the next day that I kept drinking liters of beer after that and acted like a supreme drunken douchebag and have SERIOUSLY made myself and to a lesser extent, my brother and friends, look VERY bad in the process, for which I feel guilty. I then get called an alcoholic by my brother in the dream. I should point out that IRL I am by no means an alcoholic. I do drink, but not every day and not to the point of black out drunkeness and am not dependant on alcohol. Anyway, so afterwards, I'm STILL drinking beer. And I decide at some point to sneakilly top off some of mine with my brother's after a bit of drinking
Problem is, his has ice cubes in it for some reason, melting and watering it down, it's bitter and he has some sort of rose petals in it adding a weird florescent flavour. I steal only a little, but he finds out because of of his florescent petals ends up in my beer. Gets amgry with me. Says I can make up for it by making him some waflles which I go off to do, but proptly forget.
So basically, I'm wondering id there is ANYBODY HERE who is good at dream interoretation and can make heads or tails of what thatbdream was about?
Probably not, but just in case there is, I'm hoping someone cam help me out there.
Anyway thanks everyone for your support and encouragement.
@Shannon What do you think about these results (or lack thereof) in this 7 day bloom, after a 24/7 week of carpetbombing? What does this suggest? Does this suggest I need to carpetbomb less? Does this mean I should change my patterns with programming and blooming? What do you think I should do looking at these posts? You're the expert here and I honestly feel incompetent to make heads or tales of what tje most recent data suggests I should do regarding my UMSv1 usage. I'm hoping you might be able to look at the results and be able to tell if any changes to my UMS usage need to be made. If you can't do that or don't have the time/energy, I understand. I'm just asking because it is my hope that you can help me make heads or tails about this issue.
Side note: Just had a weird dream last night. In it, I go to a bar woth my brother and friends and order a beer that isnt too strong. Then I get a "Japanese" beer that's in a mug so ridiculously tall, that it's higher than I can reach the rim. Think AT LEAST 8 feet. Then I somehow drinl it all anyway, black out, and find out the next day that I kept drinking liters of beer after that and acted like a supreme drunken douchebag and have SERIOUSLY made myself and to a lesser extent, my brother and friends, look VERY bad in the process, for which I feel guilty. I then get called an alcoholic by my brother in the dream. I should point out that IRL I am by no means an alcoholic. I do drink, but not every day and not to the point of black out drunkeness and am not dependant on alcohol. Anyway, so afterwards, I'm STILL drinking beer. And I decide at some point to sneakilly top off some of mine with my brother's after a bit of drinking
Problem is, his has ice cubes in it for some reason, melting and watering it down, it's bitter and he has some sort of rose petals in it adding a weird florescent flavour. I steal only a little, but he finds out because of of his florescent petals ends up in my beer. Gets amgry with me. Says I can make up for it by making him some waflles which I go off to do, but proptly forget.
So basically, I'm wondering id there is ANYBODY HERE who is good at dream interoretation and can make heads or tails of what thatbdream was about?
Probably not, but just in case there is, I'm hoping someone cam help me out there.
Anyway thanks everyone for your support and encouragement.