Stage 6, day 1:
I started the new stage as I went to bed last night. First thing that I know this morning, it is that I made an erotic dream. This one was fun. A lot attention was on the emotional bond between me and the girl around the sexual relation. Much more than I am usually aware of.
Now, despite having still a full stage ahead of me, I cannot help starting to wrap up my opinion on the SM3 experience. When the description of the final stage is a varnish and polishing stage... I am not expecting any drastic changes anymore...
My ride has been somewhat very smooth. Some people have written that they had to stop midway because of the way the program was making them feel. I had no such bad experience...
My hope for the program didn't materialize. On one hand, except at the beginning of the program, I was consciously working on creating opportunities. I got a good stretch of success during stage 2. As soon as summer ended, my focus shifted to more professional preoccupations.
As an example of that focus change, I was supposed to go at a social event yesterday evening but I had to cancel because I did work like a mad scientist for the last 48h with at most 2 or 3 hours of sleep. I was worried to fall asleep just while driving to the event and even if I did reach it safely in that state, I wouldn't have enjoy it much...
OTOH, I was hoping for some sort of Hank Moody curse. Having a bunch of women falling for me despite me not wanting it. I think that I see enough women at my gym for that happening but it didn't.
Now, is my way of thinking and behaving changed? Because ultimately, this is what I want to see changed and why I choose SM3 over more DMSI.
Hard to say. Maybe yes, maybe no. What I can say is if there is changes, they are much more subtle and hard to notice than they were for AM6. I think there is a module called the 'naturalizer' in the program which allows change to occur while they feel like normal. Maybe this is why I don't see the changes.
I'm still amazed by my new way of reacting that I got from AM6 even 6 months later.
Finally, I was reserving this thought for my final conclusion when I would end the program for real but I already know the answer so I'm going to throw it right now.
Would I consider a second run? Considering the huge time investment and the result that I got so far I would say. I would first do some DMSI programming in hope to maybe clean out some possible issue stopping the results from blooming and I would only do a second run if and when the program is updated out of time usage optimization concern. It is difficult to imagine that a second run of the same thing would give much different result than the first time.
I obviously didn't assimilate all the programming the program contains... that being said I really hope to revisit the program in 6G at some point. Knowing that this won't happen for some time... This is giving me plenty of time to improve my business attitude and skills so that perhaps when the time is right, I'm going to be at a very different starting point. Therefore, simply out of that fact, results will have no choice to be different....
ok now that all that as being said. Time to see what stage 6 has in store... And I'm looking forward 2020 which will start with BASE...
I started the new stage as I went to bed last night. First thing that I know this morning, it is that I made an erotic dream. This one was fun. A lot attention was on the emotional bond between me and the girl around the sexual relation. Much more than I am usually aware of.
Now, despite having still a full stage ahead of me, I cannot help starting to wrap up my opinion on the SM3 experience. When the description of the final stage is a varnish and polishing stage... I am not expecting any drastic changes anymore...
My ride has been somewhat very smooth. Some people have written that they had to stop midway because of the way the program was making them feel. I had no such bad experience...
My hope for the program didn't materialize. On one hand, except at the beginning of the program, I was consciously working on creating opportunities. I got a good stretch of success during stage 2. As soon as summer ended, my focus shifted to more professional preoccupations.
As an example of that focus change, I was supposed to go at a social event yesterday evening but I had to cancel because I did work like a mad scientist for the last 48h with at most 2 or 3 hours of sleep. I was worried to fall asleep just while driving to the event and even if I did reach it safely in that state, I wouldn't have enjoy it much...
OTOH, I was hoping for some sort of Hank Moody curse. Having a bunch of women falling for me despite me not wanting it. I think that I see enough women at my gym for that happening but it didn't.
Now, is my way of thinking and behaving changed? Because ultimately, this is what I want to see changed and why I choose SM3 over more DMSI.
Hard to say. Maybe yes, maybe no. What I can say is if there is changes, they are much more subtle and hard to notice than they were for AM6. I think there is a module called the 'naturalizer' in the program which allows change to occur while they feel like normal. Maybe this is why I don't see the changes.
I'm still amazed by my new way of reacting that I got from AM6 even 6 months later.
Finally, I was reserving this thought for my final conclusion when I would end the program for real but I already know the answer so I'm going to throw it right now.
Would I consider a second run? Considering the huge time investment and the result that I got so far I would say. I would first do some DMSI programming in hope to maybe clean out some possible issue stopping the results from blooming and I would only do a second run if and when the program is updated out of time usage optimization concern. It is difficult to imagine that a second run of the same thing would give much different result than the first time.
I obviously didn't assimilate all the programming the program contains... that being said I really hope to revisit the program in 6G at some point. Knowing that this won't happen for some time... This is giving me plenty of time to improve my business attitude and skills so that perhaps when the time is right, I'm going to be at a very different starting point. Therefore, simply out of that fact, results will have no choice to be different....
ok now that all that as being said. Time to see what stage 6 has in store... And I'm looking forward 2020 which will start with BASE...
