Stage 5, day 26:
Not much to report. I'm feel tired and I need a lot of sleep. Apparently a program side-effect but my doctor called me to tell me that my blood test results are in. I want to be sure that my condition is just some subliminal side-effect rather than some underneath serious health issue...
Yesterday, when I went to the school to get my daughters back home. I met the father of the friend of my youngest daughter. The guy did strike as very beta to me. He was emanating some feminine energy. He was talking softly, was nice and kind. Smiling a lot for no reason.... Yurk... I felt some sort repulsion in my guts....
Did I ever project that type of energy in my past?? It was clear in my mind that his wife wouldn't have any other choice to feel attraction toward me in my presence (which I met last summer (I was in stage 2 or 3) when we were grabbing our kids. I had the feeling that she liked me. She even did gave me her phone # so that we can organize activities for our kids...)
I'm starting make some sort stage 5 summary in my head. I got few exciting moments here and there but nothing crazy to report. oh beside my Tinder lunch date girl that I met in July has made a reappearance. I'm going to spend some good time her this week-end I think.
Bottomline, I cannot blame the program for the lack of results. If I'm focused on my business and I spend much of my time at home to build it, you could have the best manifestation modules, there is not much it can do for me.
It becomes clearer to me that the next program that I'm going to run is BASE. I'm going to complete SM3 stage 6 because the program instructions tells to do so but beyond that, it doesn't make sense to continue with DMSI as not much can happen if my head isn't in the right space. A much better idea will be to first, improve my business and financial condition. Once BASE completed, this bring us in May 2020. If financial situation is better than now. I might have different preoccupation and running DMSI with that mindset, this might be more fertile.... (and who knows maybe DMSI 3.3.3 will be released by then....)
Not much to report. I'm feel tired and I need a lot of sleep. Apparently a program side-effect but my doctor called me to tell me that my blood test results are in. I want to be sure that my condition is just some subliminal side-effect rather than some underneath serious health issue...
Yesterday, when I went to the school to get my daughters back home. I met the father of the friend of my youngest daughter. The guy did strike as very beta to me. He was emanating some feminine energy. He was talking softly, was nice and kind. Smiling a lot for no reason.... Yurk... I felt some sort repulsion in my guts....
Did I ever project that type of energy in my past?? It was clear in my mind that his wife wouldn't have any other choice to feel attraction toward me in my presence (which I met last summer (I was in stage 2 or 3) when we were grabbing our kids. I had the feeling that she liked me. She even did gave me her phone # so that we can organize activities for our kids...)
I'm starting make some sort stage 5 summary in my head. I got few exciting moments here and there but nothing crazy to report. oh beside my Tinder lunch date girl that I met in July has made a reappearance. I'm going to spend some good time her this week-end I think.
Bottomline, I cannot blame the program for the lack of results. If I'm focused on my business and I spend much of my time at home to build it, you could have the best manifestation modules, there is not much it can do for me.
It becomes clearer to me that the next program that I'm going to run is BASE. I'm going to complete SM3 stage 6 because the program instructions tells to do so but beyond that, it doesn't make sense to continue with DMSI as not much can happen if my head isn't in the right space. A much better idea will be to first, improve my business and financial condition. Once BASE completed, this bring us in May 2020. If financial situation is better than now. I might have different preoccupation and running DMSI with that mindset, this might be more fertile.... (and who knows maybe DMSI 3.3.3 will be released by then....)
