I read Paul's post 10 minutes ago, and a point he mentioned is hanging on me. Unworthiness.
I have a large amount of bitcoin that's been mined, and a friend invited me to a meeting of wealth-minded people in Orlando on Wednesday. I resisted inside initially, but said yes since I wanted to be bigger than my fear.
I mention the bitcoin since I need only a private key to release it, and I've been offering 10x back to a private lender. I'm imagining conversations with possible lenders, and some part of me feels manipulative going with this mindset--or more accurately, I feel dishonest with myself. Part of me feels unworthy of such wealth and peace. Which was a strong reason for me beginning UMS. It's steadily pushing down my walls, and I feel a little overwhelmed considering what I've been thinking on tonight, mostly emotional stuff.
This is my first day of rest, after using UMS for 5 days (normally 4, but the emotional stuff was surfacing, so I used UMS like Shannon advised for emotional turmoil). I know UMS will break through this, and it will pass.........
@Shannon, would you advise any changes to my schedule? I'm running 4 days on, 3 days off, listening to 4-5 loops on ultrasonic.
I have a large amount of bitcoin that's been mined, and a friend invited me to a meeting of wealth-minded people in Orlando on Wednesday. I resisted inside initially, but said yes since I wanted to be bigger than my fear.
I mention the bitcoin since I need only a private key to release it, and I've been offering 10x back to a private lender. I'm imagining conversations with possible lenders, and some part of me feels manipulative going with this mindset--or more accurately, I feel dishonest with myself. Part of me feels unworthy of such wealth and peace. Which was a strong reason for me beginning UMS. It's steadily pushing down my walls, and I feel a little overwhelmed considering what I've been thinking on tonight, mostly emotional stuff.
This is my first day of rest, after using UMS for 5 days (normally 4, but the emotional stuff was surfacing, so I used UMS like Shannon advised for emotional turmoil). I know UMS will break through this, and it will pass.........
@Shannon, would you advise any changes to my schedule? I'm running 4 days on, 3 days off, listening to 4-5 loops on ultrasonic.
I want to be FREE!
