Stage 5, day 22:
Friday, my appointment with my osteo therapist went well. We really appreciate each other company.
During the treatment we have been talking pretty much the whole time. One memorable moment was when I was laying on my back on the table. She was massaging my shoulder so she was very close, I was looking in her eyes. I was talking about innocent stuff but at the same time, I was having lustful thoughts such as taking her from behind while pulling her hair from her pony tail. Not so long after that, the convo became sexualized. We did talk about vibrators and she did share that she was loving wearing a unicorn t-shirt until she has learned what unicorn was meaning in the swinging community.
When leaving, I thought that it could my last appointment with her but there will be another one in December but anyway, I did open an opportunity for her to meet me during one of those entrepreneur networking events which I think she would appreciate going to.
Yesterday, I went out doing my regular week-end errands. I got excellent, above normal, service from every female members of the staff that I did interact with.
One very memorable encounter was when I was at the Walmart. I needed help to find the item I was coming for. I spotted a clerk in front of me. I couldn't see what she was looking like because she was facing the opposite direction. When I did arrive to her and start talking with her, she did turn in my direction and I have been pleasantly surprised to find out that she was really beautiful...
idk, but I felt that she was feeling the same toward me. I got this impression from her facial expression. What she was doing with her eyes while looking at me, with her lips... She had difficulty finding her words to reply me and was smiling a lot. All that was telling me that she was into me perhaps even starting be aroused by being in my presence... I didn't pull the trigger on her... Some inner dialog garbage came in the way. Things such as: She is too young... A Walmart clerk isn't good enough for me...
but honestly, this is rationally stupid... She must be a college student and none of that would matter for a short casual relation... Maybe if I was going out more often and finding myself in these situations more often, I would start being bolder and flirtier with the women I meet...
Friday, my appointment with my osteo therapist went well. We really appreciate each other company.
During the treatment we have been talking pretty much the whole time. One memorable moment was when I was laying on my back on the table. She was massaging my shoulder so she was very close, I was looking in her eyes. I was talking about innocent stuff but at the same time, I was having lustful thoughts such as taking her from behind while pulling her hair from her pony tail. Not so long after that, the convo became sexualized. We did talk about vibrators and she did share that she was loving wearing a unicorn t-shirt until she has learned what unicorn was meaning in the swinging community.
When leaving, I thought that it could my last appointment with her but there will be another one in December but anyway, I did open an opportunity for her to meet me during one of those entrepreneur networking events which I think she would appreciate going to.
Yesterday, I went out doing my regular week-end errands. I got excellent, above normal, service from every female members of the staff that I did interact with.
One very memorable encounter was when I was at the Walmart. I needed help to find the item I was coming for. I spotted a clerk in front of me. I couldn't see what she was looking like because she was facing the opposite direction. When I did arrive to her and start talking with her, she did turn in my direction and I have been pleasantly surprised to find out that she was really beautiful...
idk, but I felt that she was feeling the same toward me. I got this impression from her facial expression. What she was doing with her eyes while looking at me, with her lips... She had difficulty finding her words to reply me and was smiling a lot. All that was telling me that she was into me perhaps even starting be aroused by being in my presence... I didn't pull the trigger on her... Some inner dialog garbage came in the way. Things such as: She is too young... A Walmart clerk isn't good enough for me...
but honestly, this is rationally stupid... She must be a college student and none of that would matter for a short casual relation... Maybe if I was going out more often and finding myself in these situations more often, I would start being bolder and flirtier with the women I meet...
