Man I’m going to tell you a hard to swallow pill - no one cares that you feel bad and are suffering. Sure people can pay you some compassion, but in the end everyone has their own shit to deal with and you will never have someone take you out of your own shit. It doesn’t matter who’s fault it is that you are where you are, it can be your parents, a teacher, whatever. It doesn’t matter. You must realize that you are the only one who can take yourself out of it. And don’t expect subliminals to help you all the way. You will have to grind, be patient, put work into things that sucks doing them until they don’t suck so much but you start seeing the hard work pay off. So buckle up and do the things you know you should do but are putting off doing for reason X. God speed.
I’ve recommended you some things in the past because they helped me. Cold showers. Meditation. Exercise. Daily. Without excuses other than you being so sick you can’t get out of bed. The key to your problems will be found in the grinding and getting used to it. Cut your hopes and expectations on the future and go towards that feel painful and tough to do and do it. Rinse. Repeat. Do it again. And again. And again. Create your own momentum.
I’ve recommended you some things in the past because they helped me. Cold showers. Meditation. Exercise. Daily. Without excuses other than you being so sick you can’t get out of bed. The key to your problems will be found in the grinding and getting used to it. Cut your hopes and expectations on the future and go towards that feel painful and tough to do and do it. Rinse. Repeat. Do it again. And again. And again. Create your own momentum.
