Stage 4, day 32:
Last day of stage 4. Unless something crazy happens this afternoon, I can summarize stage4 as very very quiet. As I said many times, I cannot put the blame on the stage itself. After a 3 weeks vacation last month, this month had to be very very busy to catch up the accumulated tasks during vacation.
Therefore, I have nothing to say about stage 4... I got few minor insights here and there and I did notice them because I was looking very hard to find something to say.
I'm pretty sure that stage 4 could have been pretty eventful if I would have done it in June or July...
I only had a 6 hours long night of sleep so I was still tired this morning. I started working a little bit but I had to go back in bed to get 1-2 hours of missing sleep. During that nap, I made a dream.
It was weird, really weird with a lot of concepts mixed together. I got some flash of a childhood unhealthy friendship in an apartment building where the floors where made of ice which was melting. It was pretty scary because sometimes the floor was cracking under a footstep. At some point in the dream (and this is the scene that I remember the most of the dream), I went to a shopping mall. I forgot to raise my window. When I came out in the parking lot to go back to my car, I found it with its 4 doors wide open and stripped away from all my personal belongings. The car was still there so the worse didn't happen but I felt a feeling of loss and sadness even despite there is nothing precious in my car. Maybe it is jus the fact that my intimacy has been violated.
I'm going to start Stage 5 when going at bed tonight. I'm feeling/hoping that it is going to be better than stage 4. According to some feedback 5 and 6 are the best... Eager to see that... Having a fling with my gym princess would make the stage very memorable
Last day of stage 4. Unless something crazy happens this afternoon, I can summarize stage4 as very very quiet. As I said many times, I cannot put the blame on the stage itself. After a 3 weeks vacation last month, this month had to be very very busy to catch up the accumulated tasks during vacation.
Therefore, I have nothing to say about stage 4... I got few minor insights here and there and I did notice them because I was looking very hard to find something to say.
I'm pretty sure that stage 4 could have been pretty eventful if I would have done it in June or July...
I only had a 6 hours long night of sleep so I was still tired this morning. I started working a little bit but I had to go back in bed to get 1-2 hours of missing sleep. During that nap, I made a dream.
It was weird, really weird with a lot of concepts mixed together. I got some flash of a childhood unhealthy friendship in an apartment building where the floors where made of ice which was melting. It was pretty scary because sometimes the floor was cracking under a footstep. At some point in the dream (and this is the scene that I remember the most of the dream), I went to a shopping mall. I forgot to raise my window. When I came out in the parking lot to go back to my car, I found it with its 4 doors wide open and stripped away from all my personal belongings. The car was still there so the worse didn't happen but I felt a feeling of loss and sadness even despite there is nothing precious in my car. Maybe it is jus the fact that my intimacy has been violated.
I'm going to start Stage 5 when going at bed tonight. I'm feeling/hoping that it is going to be better than stage 4. According to some feedback 5 and 6 are the best... Eager to see that... Having a fling with my gym princess would make the stage very memorable
