Stage 4, day 19:
Yesterday, I had an appointment with my osteopath. My guts are telling me that she is a freak hiding behind a good girl behavior. As I was waiting for my turn, she storm out of her office with an iPad to show the receptionist an image of an uterus and how small the organ was.
During the treatment, she took my arm and she did place it in a way where my fingers were against her inner thigh possibly at less than a inch away from her genital. As they say, even if it looks accidental, it never is...
TBH, something is stopping me from pulling the trigger. Maybe it is that she often talks about her BF. And also strangely, I'm finding myself connecting with this girl with common shared interests... If I would be using WM, this is the type of thing that I would expect to happen. not with SM... this is strange. I'm not feeling sexual at all in her presence despite feeling an attraction. Maybe it is the fact that we are meeting inside a professional frame. IDK... What I know is that my next and possibly last appointment with her is going to be next month when I am going to be in stage 5...
Later in the afternoon, I went at the gym. I have been not feeling top shape the whole week and yesterday, wasn't any different this time. Is it me resisting stage 4 programming?
Something that I did notice is that I was attracting the attention of the women. We were doing a complex. That is a sequence of moves with heavy weight on a bar every 2 minutes for 20 minutes. I must have badly stretch a muscle in my lower back as I felt a sharp muscular pain very early. I was laying on the floor for a minute between each set. 2 girls did worry about if I did hurt myself. I was flattered by the attention despite that everything was under control. The girls did even help me to replace my weights at the end of the class. I felt like I did receive a VIP treatment by them. On my way out, I saw my #1 sexy black girl who was in the following class after mine. She was into a 1 piece molding workout clothe. Her kit was so tight that it even makes wonder how she succeed entering it... That is a mystery...
Today, I went to the beach. I met a girl that I see quite often when I go there. She did come over to kiss me hello. She did reproach me to not reciprocate enough her kiss... I did tease with her for few minutes before she leaves and continue her path...
So this is what is happening these days...
Yesterday, I had an appointment with my osteopath. My guts are telling me that she is a freak hiding behind a good girl behavior. As I was waiting for my turn, she storm out of her office with an iPad to show the receptionist an image of an uterus and how small the organ was.
During the treatment, she took my arm and she did place it in a way where my fingers were against her inner thigh possibly at less than a inch away from her genital. As they say, even if it looks accidental, it never is...
TBH, something is stopping me from pulling the trigger. Maybe it is that she often talks about her BF. And also strangely, I'm finding myself connecting with this girl with common shared interests... If I would be using WM, this is the type of thing that I would expect to happen. not with SM... this is strange. I'm not feeling sexual at all in her presence despite feeling an attraction. Maybe it is the fact that we are meeting inside a professional frame. IDK... What I know is that my next and possibly last appointment with her is going to be next month when I am going to be in stage 5...
Later in the afternoon, I went at the gym. I have been not feeling top shape the whole week and yesterday, wasn't any different this time. Is it me resisting stage 4 programming?
Something that I did notice is that I was attracting the attention of the women. We were doing a complex. That is a sequence of moves with heavy weight on a bar every 2 minutes for 20 minutes. I must have badly stretch a muscle in my lower back as I felt a sharp muscular pain very early. I was laying on the floor for a minute between each set. 2 girls did worry about if I did hurt myself. I was flattered by the attention despite that everything was under control. The girls did even help me to replace my weights at the end of the class. I felt like I did receive a VIP treatment by them. On my way out, I saw my #1 sexy black girl who was in the following class after mine. She was into a 1 piece molding workout clothe. Her kit was so tight that it even makes wonder how she succeed entering it... That is a mystery...
Today, I went to the beach. I met a girl that I see quite often when I go there. She did come over to kiss me hello. She did reproach me to not reciprocate enough her kiss... I did tease with her for few minutes before she leaves and continue her path...
So this is what is happening these days...
