09-19-2019, 11:18 AM
It's been very pleasant here, where I'm gigging. I kinda sometimes forget that people actually are able to treat you with respect and dignity when you're working for/with them, and are actually trying to make your job *easier*, lol, and I'm all like *woah, that's SOOOO nice" when people actually do that, heh (even though this should be *par for the course*)! Glad I took this gig, good people, will work again. They also seem impressed that I came through on such short notice.
I'm noticing that even though I'm in completely new surroundings, and had to make travel arrangements last minute, etc., I'm not feeling much nervousness. The only bit of nervousness I experienced was today early in the AM, when I was worried I'd be late to catch my train, lol (I wasn't).
I'm kinda tired physically and sleepy, and I've still got that translation job to finish up, but the gig itself is in the evening tomorrow, so I'll be able to get my beauty sleep.
Two more things I'm noticing: one boy from the "moron squad" I've been harping on appears to be very, very salty, and is getting rather unpleasant towards me. He used to be shifty-bullshittery, now he's getting testy as well. Heh. Boyos.
The other thing - I've been thinking about women quite a bit more recently (however, as you may have noticed in my journals, I tend to think about women roughly 75% of the time, hahaha), with certain particular girls I know coming up to my mind more and more often. Mayhap it's DMSI TID starting to kick in.
I'm noticing that even though I'm in completely new surroundings, and had to make travel arrangements last minute, etc., I'm not feeling much nervousness. The only bit of nervousness I experienced was today early in the AM, when I was worried I'd be late to catch my train, lol (I wasn't).
I'm kinda tired physically and sleepy, and I've still got that translation job to finish up, but the gig itself is in the evening tomorrow, so I'll be able to get my beauty sleep.
Two more things I'm noticing: one boy from the "moron squad" I've been harping on appears to be very, very salty, and is getting rather unpleasant towards me. He used to be shifty-bullshittery, now he's getting testy as well. Heh. Boyos.
The other thing - I've been thinking about women quite a bit more recently (however, as you may have noticed in my journals, I tend to think about women roughly 75% of the time, hahaha), with certain particular girls I know coming up to my mind more and more often. Mayhap it's DMSI TID starting to kick in.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
