Stage 4, day 15:
In terms of action and sexy fun, stage 4 isn't the most packed stage. but I cannot put the blame on the program. The summer is over and my mind is elsewhere. I planned to have fun during summer. Now it is time to return to serious stuff. Things go as planned. Things at the company are going fine. I see immense success within reach and I see the path to go there and things that I have to do. I have a clear plan in my mind. It is funny that I get this business clarity while I am running SM3. This is what I would have expected if I was running BASE or UMS.
Maybe one way that SM3 is contributing to this business clarity, it is that by having all my sexual desires fulfilled and more, this has removed a constant preoccupation out of my mind.
Beside that, I feel very tired. I need to sleep a lot. I guess that it may be a side-effect of running the program but just to make sure that health is alright, I'm going to see my doctor in 2 weeks for a full checkup. I am more than overdue for that appointment...
I went to the gym this afternoon and due to my energy level and my overall mood, I was just not feeling in the zone. I guess that you cannot feel like a baseball star everyday even when you are running a IML program... There was 3 of my favorites girls at the class. I did not interact much with the girls due to how I was feeling. At most, we did exchange few smiles, greetings and glances... Oh well... Tomorrow is going to be better.
Update: As I was writing this entry, I did receive a pussy pic from Tinder nurse girl who did announce me she was starting to see someone last week....
In terms of action and sexy fun, stage 4 isn't the most packed stage. but I cannot put the blame on the program. The summer is over and my mind is elsewhere. I planned to have fun during summer. Now it is time to return to serious stuff. Things go as planned. Things at the company are going fine. I see immense success within reach and I see the path to go there and things that I have to do. I have a clear plan in my mind. It is funny that I get this business clarity while I am running SM3. This is what I would have expected if I was running BASE or UMS.
Maybe one way that SM3 is contributing to this business clarity, it is that by having all my sexual desires fulfilled and more, this has removed a constant preoccupation out of my mind.
Beside that, I feel very tired. I need to sleep a lot. I guess that it may be a side-effect of running the program but just to make sure that health is alright, I'm going to see my doctor in 2 weeks for a full checkup. I am more than overdue for that appointment...
I went to the gym this afternoon and due to my energy level and my overall mood, I was just not feeling in the zone. I guess that you cannot feel like a baseball star everyday even when you are running a IML program... There was 3 of my favorites girls at the class. I did not interact much with the girls due to how I was feeling. At most, we did exchange few smiles, greetings and glances... Oh well... Tomorrow is going to be better.
Update: As I was writing this entry, I did receive a pussy pic from Tinder nurse girl who did announce me she was starting to see someone last week....
