09-17-2019, 06:41 PM
Break Day 4 (bad girls, bad girls, what you going to do when they come for you)
On Saturday we had a group panic/ cook out. A nice little outing and chance got get to socialize. All my interested girls where there as well as some new ones. Of course most of these girls have daughters as well so a nice party vibe to it.
Which with the celebrity effect I have to say that compared to just normal guys in my age group around they just don't get the kind of attention I get. It is stunning seeing this and I pretty much getting used to being looked and stared at nothing new there. In this version of DMSI I had noticed it's less about if girls are attracted to me or not. It's more about are they prepared to do anything about it in a away that would I take notice and of course how it would look if other people notice.
Take tonight for examinable in my group meeting tonight had all the girls attention married or single boyfriend etc. Each them always taking notice where I'm at doing who I'm doing it with and seeing if other people or watching. Most of the time it's the older girls cougars that don't care if anyone sees em cause they understand it's their job pretty much to make things happen. Which is why I have multiple older girls trying to give me rides home buying me lunch etc, trying to win my over, which is pretty much no chance, but I do respect their effort.
In this group tonight the younger girls even the one in a relationship have to make excuses to come up around me the other one who normally for a most part only responds to me when people aren't looking, she even had to say something. Things are moving forward
The bad girl I'm talking about she's at another group, again friends with dancer and shy girl. I was trying to help out with some choirs in the kitchen area and she would constantly run me out of there and we'd have playing words bantering about it. One of the guys in the group my main competition went and told the boss I was disrespecting her trying to win points since he has a thing for her. Boss comes in over the top fuses me out in public so all the girls can see how I was at fault. Afterward boss had to apologize about how it went down and had to admit the other guy should of stayed out it. Anyway it was there boss was like some girls says to him she wants o be with me and much more have a baby with me. I'm like like who is this, since normally I can sense things like that. I think boss get's off trying to be match maker but ether way someone could of asked me if I wanted kids, which I don't and most of the girls I'm around already have them, mainly girls.
Bad girls number 2 is at work, she literaly on my butt over every single thing it's taking a lot of will power not to caus her out. I'm feeling she has a thing for me like other girl and like dancer, strong willed aggressive athlet independent type who's used to getting her way. As 'i,ve gotten a lot more aggressive or strong willed we rub each other the wrong way all the time. Like I said before at one time I thought I wanted something like that. And even told boss man about other girl those kinds of girls are hard to control/ handle. I know I cold handle it, but would I even want to.
LAstly to say this differently the last few versions of the experiment long before I even started using the sub, people in my circle events would change as well as the dynamics who liked who, peopled that where with someone suddenly break up, get in accidents where they need someone to be around them all the time, suddenly move in town with no family needing a place to say, or have a kid looking for help etc. Also the effect on people I already have a connection with usually respond in jealousy to these changes and regarding the new people in my life as competition even if it had been her friend before or withdarwal where they just go about there way or move on which is very rare.
Last time they had the long range sniper I manifested a young 20 year old form California, half the country away. No family just had kid and wanting me to give her another. I wasn't down for all that so she had to move on. She was pretty much what I had been looking for just not really trying to have kids at the moment, which brings me to this. Along with this mystery girl my boss told me about as well as shy girl longing to have a baby since she for medical reason can't have one. I will say supposedly can't. Despite the fact Anti-pregnancy support will have to wait will another version my senses tell me having sex with theses girls they will try to trap me with them with a baby or something if they can or girls they supposed can't have them tubes tides suddenly untie etc condom breaks or poked hoes in. For that happy 2 weeks/month that was a concern. We will see where this goes a month from now or so.
On Saturday we had a group panic/ cook out. A nice little outing and chance got get to socialize. All my interested girls where there as well as some new ones. Of course most of these girls have daughters as well so a nice party vibe to it.
Which with the celebrity effect I have to say that compared to just normal guys in my age group around they just don't get the kind of attention I get. It is stunning seeing this and I pretty much getting used to being looked and stared at nothing new there. In this version of DMSI I had noticed it's less about if girls are attracted to me or not. It's more about are they prepared to do anything about it in a away that would I take notice and of course how it would look if other people notice.
Take tonight for examinable in my group meeting tonight had all the girls attention married or single boyfriend etc. Each them always taking notice where I'm at doing who I'm doing it with and seeing if other people or watching. Most of the time it's the older girls cougars that don't care if anyone sees em cause they understand it's their job pretty much to make things happen. Which is why I have multiple older girls trying to give me rides home buying me lunch etc, trying to win my over, which is pretty much no chance, but I do respect their effort.
In this group tonight the younger girls even the one in a relationship have to make excuses to come up around me the other one who normally for a most part only responds to me when people aren't looking, she even had to say something. Things are moving forward
The bad girl I'm talking about she's at another group, again friends with dancer and shy girl. I was trying to help out with some choirs in the kitchen area and she would constantly run me out of there and we'd have playing words bantering about it. One of the guys in the group my main competition went and told the boss I was disrespecting her trying to win points since he has a thing for her. Boss comes in over the top fuses me out in public so all the girls can see how I was at fault. Afterward boss had to apologize about how it went down and had to admit the other guy should of stayed out it. Anyway it was there boss was like some girls says to him she wants o be with me and much more have a baby with me. I'm like like who is this, since normally I can sense things like that. I think boss get's off trying to be match maker but ether way someone could of asked me if I wanted kids, which I don't and most of the girls I'm around already have them, mainly girls.
Bad girls number 2 is at work, she literaly on my butt over every single thing it's taking a lot of will power not to caus her out. I'm feeling she has a thing for me like other girl and like dancer, strong willed aggressive athlet independent type who's used to getting her way. As 'i,ve gotten a lot more aggressive or strong willed we rub each other the wrong way all the time. Like I said before at one time I thought I wanted something like that. And even told boss man about other girl those kinds of girls are hard to control/ handle. I know I cold handle it, but would I even want to.
LAstly to say this differently the last few versions of the experiment long before I even started using the sub, people in my circle events would change as well as the dynamics who liked who, peopled that where with someone suddenly break up, get in accidents where they need someone to be around them all the time, suddenly move in town with no family needing a place to say, or have a kid looking for help etc. Also the effect on people I already have a connection with usually respond in jealousy to these changes and regarding the new people in my life as competition even if it had been her friend before or withdarwal where they just go about there way or move on which is very rare.
Last time they had the long range sniper I manifested a young 20 year old form California, half the country away. No family just had kid and wanting me to give her another. I wasn't down for all that so she had to move on. She was pretty much what I had been looking for just not really trying to have kids at the moment, which brings me to this. Along with this mystery girl my boss told me about as well as shy girl longing to have a baby since she for medical reason can't have one. I will say supposedly can't. Despite the fact Anti-pregnancy support will have to wait will another version my senses tell me having sex with theses girls they will try to trap me with them with a baby or something if they can or girls they supposed can't have them tubes tides suddenly untie etc condom breaks or poked hoes in. For that happy 2 weeks/month that was a concern. We will see where this goes a month from now or so.
