Stage 4, day 11:
I did bring my kids to the school. The school is closed but the kiddengarden service is open. I did bring them at the door. during school hours, you cannot park beside the school. I see 2 teachers about to open through the door. So I ask my kids to follow them inside because the main entrance is on the other street and to bring them there, I would have to drive the whole block because the street is a one-way.
The teachers told the kids to go through the other door. Because I have good kids, they listen and don't insist. But I knew that it wasn't a good idea because the other door is closed. The kiddengarden is right behind the door that my kids have been denied access.
I ask my kids to knock on the door so that the teachers come back or someone from the kiddengarden come to open them the door. but since they are small kids, they don't knock very hard and noone is going to hear them.
So the whole situation kinda irritates me. I went out of my car, went to the locked school door. And start knocking vigourously to not say aggressively on the door. It didn't took 30 seconds for 2-3 educators to come over...
They could have acted like bitches and tell me to follow the procedure and to go at the other door. but no, They have been very nice... Took over with the kids... and one sexy educator was even flirty... I had some remorses to have been maybe a little pushy and acting aggressive with my hard knocking... but by seeing how she was... It makes me wonder/realize that some mild aggressive nonapologistic masculine behavior can be a turn on for woman... That educator is one that I could see myself in a intimate settings... by seeing how she behave around me... I start thinking that she thinks the same as well....
I did bring my kids to the school. The school is closed but the kiddengarden service is open. I did bring them at the door. during school hours, you cannot park beside the school. I see 2 teachers about to open through the door. So I ask my kids to follow them inside because the main entrance is on the other street and to bring them there, I would have to drive the whole block because the street is a one-way.
The teachers told the kids to go through the other door. Because I have good kids, they listen and don't insist. But I knew that it wasn't a good idea because the other door is closed. The kiddengarden is right behind the door that my kids have been denied access.
I ask my kids to knock on the door so that the teachers come back or someone from the kiddengarden come to open them the door. but since they are small kids, they don't knock very hard and noone is going to hear them.
So the whole situation kinda irritates me. I went out of my car, went to the locked school door. And start knocking vigourously to not say aggressively on the door. It didn't took 30 seconds for 2-3 educators to come over...
They could have acted like bitches and tell me to follow the procedure and to go at the other door. but no, They have been very nice... Took over with the kids... and one sexy educator was even flirty... I had some remorses to have been maybe a little pushy and acting aggressive with my hard knocking... but by seeing how she was... It makes me wonder/realize that some mild aggressive nonapologistic masculine behavior can be a turn on for woman... That educator is one that I could see myself in a intimate settings... by seeing how she behave around me... I start thinking that she thinks the same as well....
