09-04-2019, 11:36 PM
Something's happening on the inside. I slept a lot yesterday (about to put on my loops for today, then going to the lib to trashlate stuff), and I do mean *a lot* - went back home early (but that's because I did not sleep much the previous day; had to go get some bardic practice in early morning), sometime in the afternoon and fell right asleep and woke up today about 8 AM. So I must have slept for over 12 hours, and as far as I can tell, my subC was working overtime throughout.
I still have a little bit of trouble trying to stay optimistic about stuff, but I'm getting there, I think.
Yet again I felt some anxiety and doubts as I was doing my bardic practice yesterday, but in the end managed to get it working the way I believe it should. Only took about an hour or so, lol.
Starting rehearsal on Friday, this is gonna be a stress test for the auric shield.
I still have a little bit of trouble trying to stay optimistic about stuff, but I'm getting there, I think.
Yet again I felt some anxiety and doubts as I was doing my bardic practice yesterday, but in the end managed to get it working the way I believe it should. Only took about an hour or so, lol.
Starting rehearsal on Friday, this is gonna be a stress test for the auric shield.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
