09-02-2019, 09:01 AM
Day 3:
Starting to notice some possible bloom: Feelings of bitterness arising. Mild feelings though. I just remind myself that all that happened to me happened for good reason, that I am responsible for my reality and my experiences and to stop feeling like the world owes me something or like I'm some sort of victim or that the world treats me unfairly or any of that crap. To stop with the poverty mindset.
Starting to notice some possible bloom: Feelings of bitterness arising. Mild feelings though. I just remind myself that all that happened to me happened for good reason, that I am responsible for my reality and my experiences and to stop feeling like the world owes me something or like I'm some sort of victim or that the world treats me unfairly or any of that crap. To stop with the poverty mindset.