06-18-2012, 06:09 AM
It's been two weeks since my last journal entry.
Day 78 of RNW.
Whew I never thought I will make it this far by sticking to Remove Negativity Within sub.
First off, I dropped using Become Irresistibly Attractive to Beautiful Women Version 7.1 to fully focus all my energy to removing negativity within me.
Secondly, what I really notice is that I do have very vivid dreams to the point of me actually thinking they might be real. This usually happens when I sleep with the volume set a bit higher than my normal listening. My dreams vary though what I find in common among them is that they might be exposing the things that I fear. Kind of like making me notice the things that give me fear and negativity. For instance, I dream about hanging out with my college friends and even now I do feel a bit uncomfortable hanging out with them. Or we do things that I find awkward or things that I fear. There are other dreams that I would like to share but I cannot anymore remember more than half of them when I woke up.
Third, I've been trying to listen to the sub for more than 12 hours a day. I know Shannon recommended only 8-12 hours per day but I have read that Shannon recommended someone to listen to the sub for more than 12 hours a day even up to 20 hours a day.
Other than these changes I do feel more comfortable with sharing what I feel or being open with my emotions. For example, when I had a fight with my sister I can easily reconcile with her in the end because I told her that I love her and so on. Also, I'm more open to other people's opinion and emotions. I think I have become more mature in a way.
I still feel negative emotions and thoughts here and there especially because I've been having problems with work and with my lack of a significant other at this moment. But there are times when I can quickly flip the switch up and replace it with something more positive. I do hope this kind of thinking continues when I finally moved on and listen to other subs.
That's all and I hope that from now on I can update this journal more frequently. I guess I have left out some details on what happened this past two weeks due to such.
Day 78 of RNW.
Whew I never thought I will make it this far by sticking to Remove Negativity Within sub.
First off, I dropped using Become Irresistibly Attractive to Beautiful Women Version 7.1 to fully focus all my energy to removing negativity within me.
Secondly, what I really notice is that I do have very vivid dreams to the point of me actually thinking they might be real. This usually happens when I sleep with the volume set a bit higher than my normal listening. My dreams vary though what I find in common among them is that they might be exposing the things that I fear. Kind of like making me notice the things that give me fear and negativity. For instance, I dream about hanging out with my college friends and even now I do feel a bit uncomfortable hanging out with them. Or we do things that I find awkward or things that I fear. There are other dreams that I would like to share but I cannot anymore remember more than half of them when I woke up.
Third, I've been trying to listen to the sub for more than 12 hours a day. I know Shannon recommended only 8-12 hours per day but I have read that Shannon recommended someone to listen to the sub for more than 12 hours a day even up to 20 hours a day.
Other than these changes I do feel more comfortable with sharing what I feel or being open with my emotions. For example, when I had a fight with my sister I can easily reconcile with her in the end because I told her that I love her and so on. Also, I'm more open to other people's opinion and emotions. I think I have become more mature in a way.
I still feel negative emotions and thoughts here and there especially because I've been having problems with work and with my lack of a significant other at this moment. But there are times when I can quickly flip the switch up and replace it with something more positive. I do hope this kind of thinking continues when I finally moved on and listen to other subs.
That's all and I hope that from now on I can update this journal more frequently. I guess I have left out some details on what happened this past two weeks due to such.
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
