08-30-2019, 11:15 AM
Huh. Went to get some bardic practice in today, and I've noticed that I appear to be suffering from "brain****ery" syndrome a little bit as regards singing technique (as in - I can feel and hear it's all going swell, but still I get lingering doubts "but hey, maybe it should be more like this... or like this... or like this... crap, maybe I should ask my vocal coach"... and then it struck me what's happening). This should pass soon, but it's due to my vocal coach's confounding behavior and tactics this past season. Huh. Yeah, gotta stop working with her. There's a chance she's gonna turn into another of my "enemies" in the local showbiz because of that, but, seriously... I never thought I'd ever say it about this particular person, but, it's official: she can go fuck herself.
Because in truth, when I get it done the way I myself believe it should be done, it sounds pretty kick-ass (like, almost Ghiaurov/Christoff/Talvela level of badassery. Still gotta work a bit on veiling in the upper register, but I'm getting there) and it doesn't tire me out physically, nor does it make my voice tired (I kinda went crazy with bardic practice today and went at it for a good 2 hours or so. That's plenty, lol). I'M A BIG, BRIGHT, SHINING STAR, lewlz.
Also, I received an e-mail from my foxy Lacanian MILF psychoanalytic guru (lewl) that there's going to be some hot Lacanian action going on from September onward and I'm invited. I think I'll bite. Actually went to the library after bardic practice to start reading the thingy we're going to be discussing this time around, and, yet again, let me say: Lacan, you magnificent, magnificent turbo-bastard you.
Because in truth, when I get it done the way I myself believe it should be done, it sounds pretty kick-ass (like, almost Ghiaurov/Christoff/Talvela level of badassery. Still gotta work a bit on veiling in the upper register, but I'm getting there) and it doesn't tire me out physically, nor does it make my voice tired (I kinda went crazy with bardic practice today and went at it for a good 2 hours or so. That's plenty, lol). I'M A BIG, BRIGHT, SHINING STAR, lewlz.
Also, I received an e-mail from my foxy Lacanian MILF psychoanalytic guru (lewl) that there's going to be some hot Lacanian action going on from September onward and I'm invited. I think I'll bite. Actually went to the library after bardic practice to start reading the thingy we're going to be discussing this time around, and, yet again, let me say: Lacan, you magnificent, magnificent turbo-bastard you.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
