08-11-2019, 03:21 PM
Ookay. I'm getting hit by emotional stuff *hard* since yesterday. I've not been able to do anything apart from either walking/sitting around and feeling terrible, as well as being emotional (crying etc.), or going to sleep in order to avoid feeling this way. This doesn't feel like resistance or anything fear-related, but more like healing going on, and most of it is heart-related. It also feels like the "pain relief" aspect is going on as well, and I kinda shudder to think what it would feel like otherwise, because I'm getting suicidal thoughts. Oh well. Anyroad, hopefully this will pass soon, as I really have stuff to do otherwise.
Anyroad, listening about to listen to today's loop, and then I've had a break planned. I'll try to stick to the planned break unless this stuff gets overwhelming.
Anyroad, listening about to listen to today's loop, and then I've had a break planned. I'll try to stick to the planned break unless this stuff gets overwhelming.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley