08-10-2019, 01:05 PM
Did one loop on headphones today in the morning, gonna do likewise tomorrow and on Monday. Going to be doing it in the morning, to prevent kick the headphones off should I start falling asleep. The funny thing is that I started getting sexually turned on during that loop once more, lol.
Anyhow, the loop felt really good. Although I am feeling a bit tired today, but that's probably because I went to a little social gathering last night which stretched out into the morning hours (it went something like this: I arrive to meet with one group, then I notice another group from a different social sphere so I go to say hello, oscillated between the two groups, then a friend calls and says she wants to join out of the blue, then that friend's friends arrive and join, etc., etc., until about 3 AM. It was pretty fun, actually
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I'll be focusing the next ~two weeks on getting several bigger translation jobs done on which I have - I must admit - been stalling for quite some time now. I dunno why, really, but it's the highest time to get them off my plate.
My little aristocrat appears to be stalling. I am very disappointed. If she's unwilling to meet and hash things out, which would take, like, 15 minutes TBH, then I don't really see this going anywhere.
"Son, I am disappoint".
A different DMSI-responder of mine (who was at that social gathering mentioned earlier) pretty much went out and said she's ready and willing, but only within the context of a LTR. I'll think on it, but I do appreciate the candor.
Anyhow, the loop felt really good. Although I am feeling a bit tired today, but that's probably because I went to a little social gathering last night which stretched out into the morning hours (it went something like this: I arrive to meet with one group, then I notice another group from a different social sphere so I go to say hello, oscillated between the two groups, then a friend calls and says she wants to join out of the blue, then that friend's friends arrive and join, etc., etc., until about 3 AM. It was pretty fun, actually
).I'll be focusing the next ~two weeks on getting several bigger translation jobs done on which I have - I must admit - been stalling for quite some time now. I dunno why, really, but it's the highest time to get them off my plate.
My little aristocrat appears to be stalling. I am very disappointed. If she's unwilling to meet and hash things out, which would take, like, 15 minutes TBH, then I don't really see this going anywhere.
"Son, I am disappoint".A different DMSI-responder of mine (who was at that social gathering mentioned earlier) pretty much went out and said she's ready and willing, but only within the context of a LTR. I'll think on it, but I do appreciate the candor.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
