07-29-2019, 01:56 PM
Hi Shannon,
After my first session, I took the recommended 7 days off. I would say the effects seemed to fade after 3 days. Specifically, I am talking about my luck and intuition. Also, my fatigue was gone by the 3rd day off as well.
I ran a loop on Sat night and Sun night, so this past week instead of 7 days off I took only 5. I do not feel fatigue now from doing only the 5 day rest, so I will try to keep the 3x1 and 5x0 schedule going. If I am chomping at the bit to run a loop before the end of the 5 day rest I might consider that as well, but my intention is to stay with the 3x1 and 5x0 for now.
I am not sure about the bloom effect. Hopefully I will have more to report on this in the future.
I do not feel the "interdimensional portal effect" that you talked about, but there is a quiet confidence (regarding money) that seems to be building in me at the same time that my dissatisfaction with my current job is increasing. Perhaps that is akin to the "rocket launcher firing at the berm", but so far nothing has been blown apart.
I think while I was on USLM3, I had the undeniable knowing that I could still love my parents but not their negative beliefs. I am still in the process of letting go of a lot of that stuff.....I am definitely not yet through with that. This involves both money and relationships. After I have fixed the money issues, I will be looking for your next sub to throw out all the relationship garbage that I got from both of them over the years. I have a lot of love and compassion for both of my parents, but I never wanted to end up like either one of them. I do love them, but I definitely do not want their baggage and I feel ok about recognizing that. So I know the grief and sadness you speak of and I think I have been letting go of a lot of that over the past 10 years.........and I'm not through with that either.
As far as the "celebrity effect" I noticed that more people want to talk to me and I am somewhat friendlier and more patient than in the past. I am more centered and I am having an easier time with people I disagree with. I think that is part of the detachment I have been feeling. So yes, as others have commented..........."lots going on under the hood". I am just getting started.
Wow....I just realized how long my post is. I should start my own journal and not monopolize yours Shannon. Thanks for everything you do to make the best subs out there !
After my first session, I took the recommended 7 days off. I would say the effects seemed to fade after 3 days. Specifically, I am talking about my luck and intuition. Also, my fatigue was gone by the 3rd day off as well.
I ran a loop on Sat night and Sun night, so this past week instead of 7 days off I took only 5. I do not feel fatigue now from doing only the 5 day rest, so I will try to keep the 3x1 and 5x0 schedule going. If I am chomping at the bit to run a loop before the end of the 5 day rest I might consider that as well, but my intention is to stay with the 3x1 and 5x0 for now.
I am not sure about the bloom effect. Hopefully I will have more to report on this in the future.
I do not feel the "interdimensional portal effect" that you talked about, but there is a quiet confidence (regarding money) that seems to be building in me at the same time that my dissatisfaction with my current job is increasing. Perhaps that is akin to the "rocket launcher firing at the berm", but so far nothing has been blown apart.
I think while I was on USLM3, I had the undeniable knowing that I could still love my parents but not their negative beliefs. I am still in the process of letting go of a lot of that stuff.....I am definitely not yet through with that. This involves both money and relationships. After I have fixed the money issues, I will be looking for your next sub to throw out all the relationship garbage that I got from both of them over the years. I have a lot of love and compassion for both of my parents, but I never wanted to end up like either one of them. I do love them, but I definitely do not want their baggage and I feel ok about recognizing that. So I know the grief and sadness you speak of and I think I have been letting go of a lot of that over the past 10 years.........and I'm not through with that either.
As far as the "celebrity effect" I noticed that more people want to talk to me and I am somewhat friendlier and more patient than in the past. I am more centered and I am having an easier time with people I disagree with. I think that is part of the detachment I have been feeling. So yes, as others have commented..........."lots going on under the hood". I am just getting started.
Wow....I just realized how long my post is. I should start my own journal and not monopolize yours Shannon. Thanks for everything you do to make the best subs out there !
